Amazing News For All Of You!

[crunchy_pickle (5)]

I know some of you are worried about me. Everything will be ok. I have to fix my head. I'm not fixing it with medication though. Every day is exactly the same and I'm not going to conform to that. I fucking refuse to. If any of you want to write all the useless past shit out of your heads with me, we'll make a day of it. Maybe when I catch up with my 30 year old self, I'll start writing in the present again, and maybe I'll start learning faster again. Maybe, WE can all get better vibrations.....

If anyone wants to join me let me know. I can't start for another month, because I have some things to do, but in the mean time it just might help you. I don't want my past anymore. If I can't forgive my failures, how can I ever love myself or be a better person? How can I grow? I'm 30 years old, and I just don't feel like I've reached the apex yet man. Anyone wanna join me in some writing fun?

We'll do some talking too. Let's not talk about religion though. Let's talk about love, beauty, creation, good things, justice, honor, doing something amazing, and doing it for the benefit of humanity instead of ourselves this time. Maybe, just maybe we'll all realize, that we are all just pieces of the same fucking puzzle no matter who we are......

In closing, I'm sorry for being such a douche. I have no good excuse to provide that is good enough. I feel like a ten thousand turds in the vacuum of space....

Seriously, I do feel like shit, and probably will for a while....