A Year Later

[AngelusErro]

I wanted to cry almost reading all this...I am so sorry to hear that you have been treated this way. You sound like a very kind person. I am glad you were able to get out even if it took time. The healing process is a long and rough road but I am confident you will make it!! Anytime you need someone to talk to just send me a PM. I will do my best to help you.

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Thanks so much. It really means a lot to me. Everyone here has been so nice to me. I have never experienced anything like it on any other site.

[Oh_My_Goth]

Really, thanks for that. And thanks to Rev. too, and everyone who has shared their kind words.

And I understand what you mean about letting him torture me still. Even though he isn't aware of it, knowing things are not "fixed" eats at me a bit. Worrying that I didn't do enough to protect the next girl, keeps me up some nights still. I do need to wash my hands of all of it. I have been a bit lately. I haven't talked to his mother in months, and only talk to his brothers in passing. "How is school, what's new with you" kinda stuff. The ex, is barely even mentioned anymore. I know I am going to have to give up some good people though, to be completely through with it all.

Good for you.....

All will be well in time, you seem like a strong young lady.....