Love Letters

[lullaby1031]

No, no, no, we never smoked around her and she isn't any relation to me except by marriage. I was just helping out when others weren't around which was everyday before and after school and she never seen us smoke since our rooms are in the basement and yes there where locks but yea she found the key twice and thats when I lost it on her, for the fact that she was sifting through our stuff - that pisses me off, I didn't care if it was my parents when I was younger doing that, do not touch my stuff. I have it all in a certain way and I know when someones been messing with it. Her family does smoke and she started cuz of the older sister who we also found out feeds her dope on occasions. And like I said she's been smoking since she was 8 or 9 so that was long before I came into the pic otherwise I would have done that - but she's been addicted. She might quit if her family did but I doubt she would just cuz an "Auntie" quit right along with her. She looks up more to her sister so all I do is try to tell her whats wrong and why and try to show her what real friends and family should act like. I wish the sister would quit smoking then maybe she would cuz she wouldn't have any other places to get them.

Me thinks I'm going to have to pull big sis aside and that was what I was trying to avoid mainly cuz I know it won't go well. She runs her mouth a bit to much.