How Are You Feeling?

[TronRP]

Feels like now's the time to get things done...at last...

[EagleRose]

Learning Mandarin is harder without a speaking partner.

[EagleRose]

Feel like surfing the net.

[EagleRose]

Dang.

[TronRP]

Feeling beyond happy at the moment...finally got the chance to play my piano after nearly 2.5 years

[Class-Punk]

Well I was able to get a hold of some adjustable dumbells and I feel sore now. But I'll eventually need to look for a cheap bench and some ten pound plates. For now I should be able to put some muscle back on, but eventually the weight won't be enough. Having an EZ bar and plates for that would be nice, but having little money I already could have my college send me to collections and screw my credit since they're pretty much out to take any money they can get from me and make my life hell. Its pretty ironic how my self-improvement comes mostly from being indifferent to them.

Edited November 9, 2013 by Class-Punk

[WhiteLines]

Sore still. Fell and landed on my left hip bone on one of the forks of the forklift at work a few days ago.

[TronRP]

OMG!!!! I'm Totally Stiff!!!!!

I stopped moving for a bit to eat and take a small break and now I almost can't move...Think I'll need a little more time before I start back to doing any kind of activity...

[kat (1)]

I'm upset and bothered...my apartment was my tranquil spot after work and weekends, I have a job that requires alot of emotional balance and everything was good but of course the inevitable happened and now I have my mother and brother their...my mom can't contribute she sits around, cleans, ironically HOWEVER I now live in my bedroom so she's cleaning her own mess...she does nothing but sits there, waiting to see if she gets approved for SSI, and section 8 housing...while my brother and I work 50 60 hours a week...I don't want to be there anymore....I knew I should have went to Richmond or somewhere when I was able to feel strong enough to get my life back in order...I could be working at a social work job anywhere and been paid equally as liveable, barely but I am managing well so far and equally as emotionally and intellectually as rewarding as I have here, less my mother's helplessness...had she learned any lessons in life based on how she abused us or if she would use the system to work out her demons I could handle her but her only motive in therapy right now is to get what she can for nothing...she had the opportunity to run a women's shelter and turned it down, she could have free room and board, and began a career...I tried to tell her she had been given that opportunity by a higher force, by god, and she failed to see that yet she tells me I need to go to church...she uses religion and her belief in god as a fear tactic, afraid to burn in hell but fails to follow a sign of hope lying right in front of her.

[TronRP]

Feeling in need of no-dose or downtime...whichever I can get while still keeping the masses happy...

[TronRP]

I'm upset and bothered...my apartment was my tranquil spot after work and weekends, I have a job that requires alot of emotional balance and everything was good but of course the inevitable happened and now I have my mother and brother their...my mom can't contribute she sits around, cleans, ironically HOWEVER I now live in my bedroom so she's cleaning her own mess...she does nothing but sits there, waiting to see if she gets approved for SSI, and section 8 housing...while my brother and I work 50 60 hours a week...I don't want to be there anymore....I knew I should have went to Richmond or somewhere when I was able to feel strong enough to get my life back in order...I could be working at a social work job anywhere and been paid equally as liveable, barely but I am managing well so far and equally as emotionally and intellectually as rewarding as I have here, less my mother's helplessness...had she learned any lessons in life based on how she abused us or if she would use the system to work out her demons I could handle her but her only motive in therapy right now is to get what she can for nothing...she had the opportunity to run a women's shelter and turned it down, she could have free room and board, and began a career...I tried to tell her she had been given that opportunity by a higher force, by god, and she failed to see that yet she tells me I need to go to church...she uses religion and her belief in god as a fear tactic, afraid to burn in hell but fails to follow a sign of hope lying right in front of her.

After reading this, made me feel like shutting up and counting my blessings...

(no matter how bad you think you've got it...it never fails that someone else will have it worse )

[torn asunder]

incomplete...

[TronRP]

Not to start anything, but I have been known as a "lazy American" for as long as I can remember. I also deal with international shipping and receiving with multiple countries. However, after my resent product dealings with Canada, I get the feeling early comes before Canadian time, late comes after...

...Please note, this is my personal experience not yours...

Edited November 13, 2013 by TronRP

[TronRP]

Feeling so exhausted I can barely see straight, but thankful that today is my last chauffeuring run for the week.

[TronRP]

Feeling elated that I finally get a break for a few hours...yay...

[kat (1)]

Feeling it's better to be single than be with someone who isn't right.

[TronRP]

Feeling optimistic about working today, but that usually fades once I get started....

[kat (1)]

I feel like going to the casino but going alone is not an option. I need someone there to keep me in line.

[kat (1)]

Well I must say that I was wrong to shoot down an idea that you gave me, I was so frustrated today from my body aches and even these strong narcotics I have don't do dick to help..so I thought about that calcium thing you said and I remembered that you are supposed to take d3 in combination with that, so I said try it, went and found some vitamins that combines them both and has a bunch of minerals as well....that actually worked, amazingly...not a single ache since I got them..thank ya. Your ze smart. I'm usually throwing suggestions like that out.

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel like I'm having breakfast.

[kat (1)]

Freaked a bit..lost power.

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Freaked a bit..lost power.

*hugs*

[kat (1)]

Thanks, Troy. So I heard your city lost power too. You still gotz?

[TronRP]

Feeling a bit the idiot this morning...I have been planning bulk pickup since last week For Tuesday, November 19th. Turns out I read the schedule card in the wrong direction (Japanese Manga style) and missed it by 3 days. Bulk pickup was on November 15th I mistook it for the date next to it, August 19th, all this time...

[kat (1)]

Feeling sad, drained. I know this is not my true calling in my field. I know what I am capable of. I need to live up to my full potential. I don't like the healthcare system and am ashamed to be involved in it. I want to be more involved on a macro level..I want to advocate..I want to give a voice to those who can't speak for themselves and I want to teach them. I got emotional today over an incompetent system, ethics came into play...it's fraud..so much corruption. I have to follow my heart. My vision...before I lose sight.