How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

Shocked, shocked, pissed and about to blow...first off, oh hell no! You gonna contact me on fb when I ain't seen or heard from you guys since his funeral! You ask me how me and Angel are doing? Well how do you think we been? Betya thought I would be a welfare mom, afterall, I did quit school at 16, I was bound to be a statistic, right? Betcha thought Angel would grow up like I did...no daddy, like me..foodstamps, living in the gutter for the past 17 years...perhaps a drug addict whore, huh? Maybe have five kids five or six different daddies? Maybe you thought I would have lost her to the state. NOPE! I been through hell, yea, it's been hard, unbelievably hard..you knew I had nobody after this all went down, I may have been on welfare a couple years of course, but I took my ass to college after I got my GED, which statistically a very small population even go to a two year college and graduate with just a high school equivalent education..hell no, not this bitch..I am wondering, why now? You want pix, you want to send me pics of him for Angel? No prob..but where were any of you for 17 years! Oh, yeah I forgot your a politician, retired mayor of some shit I won't go there though..but how could I expect anything else? Oh but you sure was there for his brothers kids and his whore ass cheating wife...well I am so honored to tell you how amazing Angel is..she's perfect..oh and I am nothing you expected me to become..thanks for asking, oh and thanks for the few pics I was lucky to get of Angel when she was a baby on Thanksgiving..damn, I didn't need this tonight.

[Class-Punk]

I feel I am much better at drunk cooking than coming to a DGN with a whole new visual format and remembering how to log in. But these eggs, potatoes, and cheddar with salt and pepper needed less potatoes. I screwed up but I'm not really sober enough to be pretentious about it.

Probably time to go double check to make sure I actually turned all the burners off.

And get seconds..

Edited November 21, 2013 by Class-Punk

[kat (1)]

I feel that I have to finally be honest with myself and admit I have sabotaged my dating and relationships and played around with people I knew I would not be able to fall in love with..I wanted to love them as humanity and help them be better because I was waiting and would have waited for as long as necessary. I believe that follow your heart theory..old school, idealistic, romantic thinking and have caused myself unnecessary heartache as a result..all my own fault..I take full responsibility for my emotions...and all this time I could have avoided it, I only knew spirituality It was right...but oh well we all view things differently..to me things seemed like connectedness and tests by a higher entity but to another its all coincidences. But how do I unlock u from my heart and stuff..that's taking a long time and I realize that and for that I apologize..I just ask for patience.

Edited November 21, 2013 by kat

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel some gas passing right now.

[EagleRose]

I feel moody.

[kat (1)]

I feel that I spent too much money on a dress shoes and the whole hookup for some two to three hour work luncheon.. needless to say I will be dressed in heels and a little black dress all day no matter what, get my money's worth.y

[TronRP]

Feeling stir crazy still working on these court documents...I would much rather had been working in the rain today...

[kat (1)]

DTF

[TronRP]

Feeling in need of a major caffeine intake

[TronRP]

Feeling much better now that I took a moment to breathe and settle down...

[TronRP]

Finally All Paperwork is Filled!!!

...now I just have to print, sign, scan, reprint, create a shipping label and make a quick run to the post office and I'm done...

[TronRP]

I feel so tired right now...all I want to see are the insides of my eye lids...

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel that I will be working a lot over the next 7 days $

[TronRP]

I feel very punchy...yet very accomplished...yay

[torn asunder]

feeling a bit defeated.

[TronRP]

Feeling happy to be awake

[EagleRose]

Depressed and tired.

[TronRP]

Feeling a tad bit embarrassed that I let everything back up this bad...Pets, Projects, Medical, Paperwork, Bills, Product Orders...

Feeling the need get laser focused because I'm headed into more chauffeur runs and deadlines...

the fun just never ends...

(but here's a plus...the emoticon tool bar finally got scroll arrows

[creatureofthenyte]

I'm feeling an underlying feeling of seething anger inside.

The strange thing about it is I'm feeling calm on the outside.

[kat (1)]

I feel like I deserve I deserve a spanking for valuing human emotions. I should be cuffed and imprisoned. It is news to me that it has become a crime these days.

[TronRP]

Feeling full of goodness. Just got a good morning visit from my mother with an armload of breakfast...

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel it's a good thing, to be able to detect verbal spin, when it is being employed, and I feel greatful that I have acquired the skill of detecting it. Also, I feel that the cup of coffee I'm currently drinking, is awesome.

[TronRP]

Feeling delirious and overwhelmed but working it out...plastic, glue, drywall then wall board...

[kat (1)]

Fine

Edited November 26, 2013 by kat

[TronRP]

I got so agitated just now that I actually had to take a break. Not sure what's up, but it's best to stop working than to make a mistake with a circular saw...