How Are You Feeling?

[Soulrev]

Feeling like my bones are going to jump out of my body if I don't find something to do soon. Damn I can't believe I'm saying this but I actually miss landscaping. At least I start a cashier job next week to hold me over till I get my driver's license back and can actually go back to being an auto tech..

Also, this bottle of Evan Williams has me feeling a little better.. For now..

[kat (1)]

Oh god.

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I've officially been on vacation, for approximately 90 minutes so far.

[kat (1)]

I feel so bad. Last night was bad, I don't even know who paid for my drinks. I was just ordering jeiger bombs and Malibu and pineapple's.. Oh man.

[kat (1)]

It was a stressful week a stressful year.. My kid is grown my other ones dad is a douche to me trying to play Brady bunch with my son.. Its not a TV show he thinks things should be like the show Friends or something.. He always was like that. God life is unfucking fair... I want something close to normal in my life but it's too much to ask and doesn't even exist.

[kat (1)]

Can this weekend get anymore bizzare?

[kat (1)]

Like I'm waiting for the day my daughter is told to do like the dishes or something or be home at a certain time and her to yell fuck you bitch I'm 18 now... Why am I anticipating this?

[Anna Phylaxis]

Sort of hopeful.

[Anna Phylaxis]

I got an A- on my math midterm.

Mind: blown.

[kat (1)]

Sick and dehydrated and alone.

[kat (1)]

I need to hit my reset button for the week. I think I need something else first though. Damnit!

[kat (1)]

OK..almost back to normal I'll be good as slightly used by 5am.(hella Gatorade, thanks) Anywho, (I whine a lot when dehydrated, its weird) holy hell I know why I lushes it up this weekend.. I also know a hypocrite I refuse to be again..I hurt myself like I did last thanksgiving.. I will not fall back into old, unhealthy patterns like this. I will not slip again.. I fall on my ass and each time its harder to get up...err sometimes I wish someone was there to watch over me or slap me when I start slipping.. Grr.

[kat (1)]

Accomplished.. On a roll today, even training new guy. They think I'm good enough to train masters level.. Awe.

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel good.

[kat (1)]

My stomach is bitching for me to find food.

[Anna Phylaxis]

Fucking stoked. I got a perfect score on my psych midterm. Being an A student is cool.

[kat (1)]

Tired.

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[kat (1)]

Went on my way home from work to see an apartment and am a nervous wreck thinking about trying to live alone again. I am so terrified and its ridiculous. I just think I'm scared of messing up and being alone trying to do life.. Scares me. I know it's weird I guess.

[Anna Phylaxis]

So sore.

[creatureofthenyte]

Like I've had a productive coupla days so far..

[creatureofthenyte]

Contemplative...

[EagleRose]

I feel like someone is watching me.

I am pretending to not be injured.

That isn't working all too well.

[kat (1)]

Something beautiful is going to happen

[Anna Phylaxis]

Stunned

Shocked

Just blown away.

I tried out for the Detroit Derby Girls boot camp last night. I fucking got in.

[kat (1)]

Stunned

Shocked

Just blown away.

I tried out for the Detroit Derby Girls boot camp last night. I fucking got in.

congrats and good luck.