kat (1) Posted December 10, 2014 Posted December 10, 2014 Having one of those "watching TV moments when all of a sudden its 2 am and you get those random thoughts like damn I wish someone would just touch me, or vice versa.. Like some type of affection would be nice sometimes" than you get kinda sad.
creatureofthenyte Posted December 10, 2014 Posted December 10, 2014 I feel like I'm dressed and ready to go to work, yet would much rather go back to sleep.
TronRP Posted December 11, 2014 Posted December 11, 2014 Feeling less apprehensive about putting my own personal stamp on my work...
TronRP Posted December 11, 2014 Posted December 11, 2014 Feels like I'm really trying to get myself excited about this particular holiday season...unfortunately, it also feels like I'm losing that battle.
TronRP Posted December 11, 2014 Posted December 11, 2014 Oh My Goodness, now I feel extremely worried. A person goes in for a biopsy at an appointed time, the time is changed and pushed back over the next 4 hours. None of this person's prescription history can be located. Staff is too lazy to send someone around the corner of the hospital to locate the missing information. Person suffers severe pain, staff unable to know what to do about it in the actual hospital. By hour 5, patient is finally headed down for labs, but now the scanners are down and everything is moved to Receiving...What the NUT!!!!
kat (1) Posted December 12, 2014 Posted December 12, 2014 I have recently begun having hot flashes.. I'm only 35. Damn..I'm not ready for this: (
TronRP Posted December 12, 2014 Posted December 12, 2014 Currently feeling very relieved regarding my work progress. Massive electrical installation...check...
TronRP Posted December 12, 2014 Posted December 12, 2014 Feeling physically stiff, slightly exhausted and mentally pumped up...basically a walking contradiction...
kat (1) Posted December 13, 2014 Posted December 13, 2014 I felt like today was dragging. I couldn't sleep last night. I am appreciative of being home finally. I just hope I can fall asleep.
TronRP Posted December 13, 2014 Posted December 13, 2014 I am so close to finishing all the "behind the scenes" portion of this work that I feel like I can almost blow on it...
TronRP Posted December 14, 2014 Posted December 14, 2014 Not sure how to feel...I did another all nighter on this kitchen to get it looking like a kitchen again with all the cabinets in place and restocked. I worked from 1:30am to 1:30 pm today plus yesterday evening from 5pm - 8pm. Currently my body's sad...
kat (1) Posted December 14, 2014 Posted December 14, 2014 I'm content. I almost went on a date but truly it doesn't seem like anyone I have met is worth wasting time getting to know at all. Like what's the point, why get to know someone, start to have empathy for their stories, spend time with them, let them near you so they can fuck up your energy and ultimately not even be Worthy of sharing a moment second of your world. No one will ever spark that fire in me again..I would love if someone could.. I like that feeling, when someone can literally bring color to your world, when they can leave you breathless and powerless...not in a weak, desperate way but in the way that says Idk it doesn't matter, no one even beliefs this shit
creatureofthenyte Posted December 14, 2014 Posted December 14, 2014 I feel like I just ate an ice cream sandwich and it was good.
kat (1) Posted December 14, 2014 Posted December 14, 2014 I can't sleep, I don't know why I'm having hot flashes lately and stomach issues. I really need to stop devouring every bit of medical information I can find, I hope I left that pack of cigarettes down in the car, and also, I want some damn ice cream!
KatRN05 Posted December 15, 2014 Posted December 15, 2014 I'm a good person. I deserve to be loved too.
kat (1) Posted December 16, 2014 Posted December 16, 2014 It's all Rainey. I feel it would be a nice cuddle night. I have my pillow so I'm cool.
Anna Phylaxis Posted December 17, 2014 Posted December 17, 2014 Like an A student should: Fucking AWESOME.
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