TronRP Posted December 28, 2014 Posted December 28, 2014 Feeling rather confused as to how I have the ability to tick people off all the time. It's as if people are looking for a fight and I must be ready to go 24/7...After yesterday's fiasco, something told me to stay quiet, but for some reason this morning I was trying to be social...stupid stupid stupid...one day I will learn...
kat (1) Posted December 29, 2014 Posted December 29, 2014 I'm so excited gas is under 2 dollars a gallon. I seen $1.85. My dick is hard!
TronRP Posted December 30, 2014 Posted December 30, 2014 Feels like it's going to be one of those days...
kat (1) Posted December 31, 2014 Posted December 31, 2014 (edited) Stupid.. I cry all the time. I can't have a man in my life. They trigger bad feelings, I'm too sensitive and broken. It's my fault..why do I fucking cry? What's wrong with me Edited December 31, 2014 by kat
Slogo Posted January 1, 2015 Posted January 1, 2015 Stupid.. I cry all the time. I can't have a man in my life. They trigger bad feelings, I'm too sensitive and broken. It's my fault..why do I fucking cry? What's wrong with me I miss your face
TronRP Posted January 1, 2015 Posted January 1, 2015 Feeling happy that I got the chance to see all of the family today...feeling worried for Okaasan, but everyone appeared in good spirits...Yay!
kat (1) Posted January 2, 2015 Posted January 2, 2015 I miss your face hugs. I miss yours and Marie's too<3
kat (1) Posted January 2, 2015 Posted January 2, 2015 I had a bad night. My first episode of sleep paralysis where I felt I was seizing..this was the scariest of all ever. Stress did it. Than a couple hours later a nightmare that left me in terror.. All I could do was cry.
TronRP Posted January 6, 2015 Posted January 6, 2015 Totally exhausted. A day of chauffeuring, running errands and a family pow wow can take a lot out of you.
TronRP Posted January 7, 2015 Posted January 7, 2015 Since I've been working and running errands since around 7 this morning, I'm really starting to feel tired and headachy and still have more day to go...
kat (1) Posted January 8, 2015 Posted January 8, 2015 (edited) I feel thankful for my new tires, and new tarot cards and chrystals and my reiki candles and lol shit I need for my house and my dental bill being paid and having someone go with me cause I'm a big ass baby but couldn't even get my ex husband to go to the damn ob/gyn when I was preggo yet here's this nice person doing nice shit for me just because... No man has EVER treated me as if I was worth shit, not even my blood has ever made me feel like I was fucking worth a fuck...I don't know how to react to that kind of attention and concern..but maybe he seen I deserve it..idk..that kind of treatment makes me feel like wow.. Damn..fucking tear jerk. I misjudged someone tremendously...still watch my back, no slipping. Edited January 8, 2015 by kat
Trene4000 Posted January 8, 2015 Posted January 8, 2015 Like raw meat being dragged down a street made of gravel, glass, and hot tar while being beaten with a concrete and rebar stick.
TronRP Posted January 8, 2015 Posted January 8, 2015 Feeling thankful for having made it back into the house. It was so cold outside that the pain receptors to my hands shut down and the batteries in my camera total lost all juice and reset to new owner default mode. But at least we got the delivery secured for the moment. Now we just have to wait for warmer weather before we can do anything else with it.
TronRP Posted January 8, 2015 Posted January 8, 2015 I feel like I want to sue every doctor in the DMC for medical malpractice - you screwed your diagnosis up for 2 years and now you can't even figure out what it is that you couldn't figure out except that it's cancer. What were we paying you for in the first place...I just don't understand!
Trene4000 Posted January 8, 2015 Posted January 8, 2015 Exhausted. I am trying so hard to babysit but I am having so much trouble staying awake. The new meds has my fibromyalgia pain under control which I didn't even realize it wasn't. My arthritis pain is kicking my butt. Literally. I am feeling pain I haven't felt in years. It hurts.
Troy Spiral (13) Posted January 8, 2015 Author Posted January 8, 2015 Overwhelmed. Dumb brain, one thing at a time please.
Troy Spiral (13) Posted January 8, 2015 Author Posted January 8, 2015 Exhausted. I am trying so hard to babysit but I am having so much trouble staying awake. The new meds has my fibromyalgia pain under control which I didn't even realize it wasn't. My arthritis pain is kicking my butt. Literally. I am feeling pain I haven't felt in years. It hurts. Both my mother and the GF have bad firbro sounds good at least that the fibro is under control. Fibro / Arthritis is rough to "keep going" through. I feel for you. Honestly. :( I don't have fibro but do have a lot of different types of pain.... it suuuuuuuuuuuuucks. *tries to think happy thoughts*
Troy Spiral (13) Posted January 8, 2015 Author Posted January 8, 2015 I feel like I want to sue every doctor in the DMC for medical malpractice - you screwed your diagnosis up for 2 years and now you can't even figure out what it is that you couldn't figure out except that it's cancer. What were we paying you for in the first place...I just don't understand! Yikes! I don't know what the details are but it sounds horrible. Sorry to hear this.
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