Rev.Reverence Posted April 25, 2009 Posted April 25, 2009 GREAT! My back is now at about 50% healthy....made some excellent trax this afternoon...
n0Mad Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 For a couple months I've been feeling great. Sure, I have my ups and downs and my little moods, but overall I've been great! Tonight though ... I don't know exactly what I'm feeling. Melancholy mixed with nostalgia; a general sadness where I just feel so small and insignificant and life is this huge thing rushing by, like a train not stopping at the station and I'm left alone in the dark with old tattered newspapers blowing by. Fleeting dreams, fading from memory and colors slowly dithering into greyscale. Hopeless, like everything is always the same and will never change. Plodding one foot in front of the other and getting nowhere. My joy is simply rented with a due date, to be turned in when the time comes with nothing queued to replace it. Not able to enjoy the present because my future seems bleak, uncertainty turning to pessimism. Trying to be hopeful but lacking the energy - so tired. Wanting to be held and comforted but not by anybody I know for that is so shortsighted and seems to exacerbate the problem. Somebody, something new. Send me an angel and let me know everything is alright.
prick Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 For a couple months I've been feeling great. Sure, I have my ups and downs and my little moods, but overall I've been great! Tonight though ... I don't know exactly what I'm feeling. Melancholy mixed with nostalgia; a general sadness where I just feel so small and insignificant and life is this huge thing rushing by, like a train not stopping at the station and I'm left alone in the dark with old tattered newspapers blowing by. Fleeting dreams, fading from memory and colors slowly dithering into greyscale. Hopeless, like everything is always the same and will never change. Plodding one foot in front of the other and getting nowhere. My joy is simply rented with a due date, to be turned in when the time comes with nothing queued to replace it. Not able to enjoy the present because my future seems bleak, uncertainty turning to pessimism. Trying to be hopeful but lacking the energy - so tired. Wanting to be held and comforted but not by anybody I know for that is so shortsighted and seems to exacerbate the problem. Somebody, something new. Send me an angel and let me know everything is alright. I know how ya feel brotha. Big hug to you.
Enishi Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Like I need to buy a blender. This tooth has gotten so bad, that I can't even chew, anymore. I want SOLID FOOD. NOW. I want crunchy fresh veggies, and steak, and gummi bears. I hate my crummy teeth. I really do. I forsee a helluva beejer for my husband, one of these days, when I can just take out my nice, comfortable, NERVE-LESS dentures. Getting every tooth pulled out of my head sounds REALLY good to me, right about now.
TitsMcGee Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 (edited) I'm a little irritated, but such is life. I have much more important things going on right now than to get bent out of shape over really stupid shit. Edited April 26, 2009 by TitsMcGee
Ice Queen (1) Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 For a couple months I've been feeling great. Sure, I have my ups and downs and my little moods, but overall I've been great! Tonight though ... I don't know exactly what I'm feeling. Melancholy mixed with nostalgia; a general sadness where I just feel so small and insignificant and life is this huge thing rushing by, like a train not stopping at the station and I'm left alone in the dark with old tattered newspapers blowing by. Fleeting dreams, fading from memory and colors slowly dithering into greyscale. Hopeless, like everything is always the same and will never change. Plodding one foot in front of the other and getting nowhere. My joy is simply rented with a due date, to be turned in when the time comes with nothing queued to replace it. Not able to enjoy the present because my future seems bleak, uncertainty turning to pessimism. Trying to be hopeful but lacking the energy - so tired. Wanting to be held and comforted but not by anybody I know for that is so shortsighted and seems to exacerbate the problem. Somebody, something new. Send me an angel and let me know everything is alright. clicky Sorry, couldn't help myself. (I edited myself) I hope things start to happen the way you want soon
ManicQueen Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 I feel completely loved. Not just the good part of me but the bad too. I feel understood and content which is a new feeling and I think I like it. I'm just happy.
Rayne Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Depressed about some stuff. Anxious for school to be done next week. Like there's no way in hell I can get my two papers done tomorrow and I'm REALLY sad about that because I've worked really hard and my grades are going to suffer. Stress -- I have A LOT of it. And my brakes are getting worse. :(
Guest Megalicious Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Depressed about some stuff. Anxious for school to be done next week. Like there's no way in hell I can get my two papers done tomorrow and I'm REALLY sad about that because I've worked really hard and my grades are going to suffer. Stress -- I have A LOT of it. And my brakes are getting worse. :(
TitsMcGee Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 I feel like I want to be in his arms right now. This distance is such a bitch, and I am praying to the almighty that we both find jobs soon so we can save up money for a place of our own so I can move down to Lansing. At least I'll have a skill soon once I start my nail tech course at the local beauty school.
Guest Megalicious Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 I feel like I want to be in his arms right now. This distance is such a bitch, and I am praying to the almighty that we both find jobs soon so we can save up money for a place of our own so I can move down to Lansing. At least I'll have a skill soon once I start my nail tech course at the local beauty school. I am feeling extremely sad. But it shall pass.
TygerLili Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 (edited) In pain. I somehow managed to jack up the muscles in the back of my leg at work. Ibuprofen is barely making a dent in it. Tired, I think I will take another pain pill, go to bed soon, and hope whatever it is has resolved itself in the morning. Edited April 26, 2009 by TygerLili
TitsMcGee Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Very worried, I haven't heard from him in a few hours, and "brb" generally only takes a few minutes. He's not responding to my texts either. I'm going to try and sleep and hope that he calls me soon so I know everything is alright. Yes I'm a totally worry wart.
Rayne Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 *hugs* to Meg. I'm stressed ... and overwhelmed. *pulls hair out* ... and still everything from yesterday.
Azeuron Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 *hugs* to Meg. I'm stressed ... and overwhelmed. *pulls hair out* ... and still everything from yesterday. last week of school
Brenda Starrr Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Like I'm awake, well-fed, and ready to go work this full-bout practice.
TygerLili Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 Not in pain anymore. Like I have too much to do today, and not enough time to do it.
Chapel Posted April 26, 2009 Posted April 26, 2009 I feel good. Which is completely out of character for me haha.
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