How Are You Feeling?

[kat (1)]

Craving something terribly.

[prick]

Craving something terribly.

Me too!

[Tryp]

Excellent

[phee]

Hungry

[Invictus]

Delayed Onset Muscle Soreness. Hooray.

[kat (1)]

I hate myself right now, it feels so bad to be going through this stuff and knowing that there is nothing I can't do about it right now, it's a process, I hate laying here at night crying and not having nobody to just put their arms around me and tell me that "it's going to get better", and that they care about me. At night it's the hardest. I am suppose to be strong but I am so weak. I wish my emotions would die, I don't want to feel anything, anymore. Life just really hurts right now, last time things were this bad I started snorting cocaine. I don't want to hit bottom like that again. I don't know if I could ever come back again after going to that place. Lately I find myself wanting it, alot.

I am sorry for posting things on DGN and making myself seem like such an emotional wreck and a fool. I am sorry.

[creatureofthenyte]

I hate myself right now, it feels so bad to be going through this stuff and knowing that there is nothing I can't do about it right now, it's a process, I hate laying here at night crying and not having nobody to just put their arms around me and tell me that "it's going to get better", and that they care about me. At night it's the hardest. I am suppose to be strong but I am so weak. I wish my emotions would die, I don't want to feel anything, anymore. Life just really hurts right now, last time things were this bad I started snorting cocaine. I don't want to hit bottom like that again. I don't know if I could ever come back again after going to that place. Lately I find myself wanting it, alot.

I am sorry for posting things on DGN and making myself seem like such an emotional wreck and a fool. I am sorry.

Hang in there...things will get better....this too shall pass....

[TheGimp]

my ego's bruised.....i just got called ugly by 2 chicks in under 5 minutes....damn..

[prick]

I hate myself right now, it feels so bad to be going through this stuff and knowing that there is nothing I can't do about it right now, it's a process, I hate laying here at night crying and not having nobody to just put their arms around me and tell me that "it's going to get better", and that they care about me. At night it's the hardest. I am suppose to be strong but I am so weak. I wish my emotions would die, I don't want to feel anything, anymore. Life just really hurts right now, last time things were this bad I started snorting cocaine. I don't want to hit bottom like that again. I don't know if I could ever come back again after going to that place. Lately I find myself wanting it, alot.

I am sorry for posting things on DGN and making myself seem like such an emotional wreck and a fool. I am sorry.

There is no need to apologise. We are all family and here for you. It WILL get better and a big virtual hug to you. As for me Im feeling content.

[prick]

my ego's bruised.....i just got called ugly by 2 chicks in under 5 minutes....damn..

They probably werent anything to look at themselves.

[jynxxxedangel]

I'm feeling a massive nic-fit.

[jynxxxedangel]

...and repetitive, obviously. LOL!

Edited November 12, 2010 by jynxxxedangel

[prick]

...and repetitive, obviously. LOL!

Its great having you back. Now if we can just get your hubby back. I always enjoyed both of your posts!

[Joey Deadcat]

Full of gloom.

[Shaun]

Like I should be eating, or sleeping, or eating and then sleeping. Either way.

[prick]

So damn lonely! I wish someone will speak up and tell me they will hold me for a few hours.

[phee]

The week will be long.... but I think worth it.

[Hellion]

ok recovering from last night,right now enjoying some coffee and avoiding creeps and fakes at the moment.

[Rev.Reverence]

Absolutely super mood, for days on end....

[TheGimp]

like a million friggin peso's

[Destroit]

Buff as fuck

/flex

Buff as fuck

/flex

[phee]

Worn out.

[Lillylu29]

lonley :/

[TitsMcGee]

Not that great today. I had a very bad night.

[victoriavengeance (1)]

*hugs titsss*

gross. lethargic. ugh.