How Are You Feeling?

[KatRN05]

nervous about next week.

[Guest Megalicious]

Stuff. *nods*

[phee]

Unnerved

[prick]

Better about myself on several levels

[phee]

Fuckit

[*Siren*]

I was in a good mood when I got up this morning but now I am pissed off and tired of being everyones emotional punching bag.

I know the feeling.

I am incredibly pissed off.

[Enishi]

Like my throat is sore. :\

[Guest Megalicious]

So much better and balanced...

Meg + not drinking + okay with being alone + outside hot tub + clear starry night + a good long emotional release = at least somewhat more Zen.

It was nice, self reflective, and the complete opposite of what I wanted to do... but life is a learning process. *breathes*

Now for sun salutations and MUCH needed sleep now that I am relaxed, soft and calm.

[prick]

Like Im improving fast!

[KatRN05]

I am glad class is over but I am pissed off about possibly having to retake it. I hate school sometimes. I hate being a failure.

Edited December 11, 2010 by KatRN05

[TitsMcGee]

I'm seriously going to hurt someone. Charlie and his girlfriend are feeling the need to spread some holiday cheer in my direction.

[the eternal]

Like Im improving fast!

I am glad class is over but I am pissed off about possibly having to retake it. I hate school sometimes. I hate being a failure.

OK first of all I hate you both.

Prick, I remember trying to make you feel better, and now despite trying to show no game, you're stronger than ever!

Seriously, does your dick give off a bat signal and women come running?

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Kat, look at your name. RN. You're already a professional. You help save and/or improve lives.

Stop whining. There are people that can't get a job at Jimmy Johns (I just like saying that nam--Jimmy JohnsJimmy JohnsJimmy Johns) If you have to retake it, so be it. It's not the end of the world. if you keep trying to better yourself, you can never be a failure.

I'm seriously going to hurt someone. Charlie and his girlfriend are feeling the need to spread some holiday cheer in my direction.

First of all. Thank you for the Chanukah card. That was very sweet of you.

Secondly, I don't know how/what method this happened but you need to try to separate yourself from it, so you can put this behind you.

I know I can't convince you that you were too interesting and attractive for him, but at least consider that for leaving you the way he did was douche-y, and you deserve better than a douchebag.

Not everyone does,

BUT YOU DO.

I hope, one day you'll have the self assurance, to not only know what you need and what you deserve, but the restraint (to not pounce on it like a starved tiger on a fresh piece of meat) but to let things unfold slowly, so you can truly enjoy the relationship, and the person, you deserve

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Me, I'm exhausted.

I need sleep. And I need to workout and eat better. As I get older, I carry my weight better and better, which only hides that I'm getting fatter until one day I won't be able to hide my enormity.

I'm on the board as a favor. For a friend.

Although I I think I'll make a few posts and then go.

I feel that if this board doesn't go away due to Facebook, sociopathic dickheads can be its downfall if we let it.

Not that I should let that keep me away.

I'm also feeling that despite the real and genuine concerns for the merits of the health care overhaul,

that anyone that honestly thinks that "death panels" (ie that Obama ACTUALLY wants goon squads to round up old people and kill them) are in any way a reality is a fucking moron.

Although dumber still are the people that would have the nerve to boycott the funeral of a woman who bravely lost her fight against cancer. (I met Elizabeth Edwards at a small function years ago. She came across as a sweet and genuine person. Her husband, not so much)

I'm feeling fatigue at the stupidity of my fellow man, and that their disdain for intellectualism is going to send all of us Americans further down the world's sinkhole.

That and I'm vaguely horny.

[KatRN05]

Thanks Eternal! I'm over it.

Edited December 12, 2010 by KatRN05

[the eternal]

Thanks Eternal! I'm over it.

Any time.

I'm going to do a COTN post now (ie short and in the moment)----

I'm feeling like some sleep would be nice right now

[the eternal]

I'm feeling like IE is sucking right now.

That or the board loading.

Edited December 12, 2010 by the eternal

[creatureofthenyte]

Any time.

I'm going to do a COTN post now (ie short and in the moment)----

I'm feeling like some sleep would be nice right now

I feel flattered, for the moment, that Eternal mentioned me.

[Guest Megalicious]

*stretch*

Better- I haz coffeez...

[prick]

Motivated to be a better me.

[phee]

Really really hungry.... lunch is soon though

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel that Lemon-Lime Powerade, is delicious.

[the eternal]

I feel flattered, for the moment, that Eternal mentioned me.

I'll do it again.

I can't go one the political threads, COTN is in, because I'll get angry, since my views so differ from him and he's so likable otherwise.

I've found that throughout my life countless examples of total dickheads that have my political views to a T, and super nice people thatif we talked politics, i'd want to murder.

I HATE THAT. I like my people in pretty little boxes (Liberals good people conservatives bad---Unfortunately, in real life, the only people that truly feel that way are the dipshits in DC representing us) For everyone else we can't help but liking the good people who come from all stripes.

Oh, and apparently after being gently prodded back on the board, I started a bit of a storm and got a thread pulled. Umm...sorry about that.

Oh and good to see Meg again. She's good people.

As is katRN. They have my back.

And I'm hungry and bean is in the living room wondering what I'm doing.

Oh, and I feel as if I drove around Detroit for a food pantry, and almost died so old people can eat.

I think that gives me DOUBLE g-d points.

WIN!

[Slogo]

You breathe a word of this to anyone and I will tear your fucking skin off, i will wear it to your mothers birthday party and I will rub your nutsack up and down her leg while whistling bohemian fuckin rhapsody

[prick]

Sore from snow shoveling

[Guest Megalicious]

Oh and good to see Meg again. She's good people.

As is katRN. They have my back.

And I'm hungry and bean is in the living room wondering what I'm doing.

Oh, and I feel as if I drove around Detroit for a food pantry, and almost died so old people can eat.

I think that gives me DOUBLE g-d points.

WIN!

Thats like triple karma points!!

I feel like I am going to REALLY miss Val

[TitsMcGee]

I feel like I want to drive to Lansing and commit great bodily harm on someone.