What Are You Thinking?

[kat (1)]

I suppose one day someone will accept me for all of me...every strange little part..including my half assed witch thing I got going on..Every creepy part that makes me what I am.

[WhiteLines]

I prefer to do it natural also so I usually aleays have 5 htp on hand...note to self pick up 5 htp..lol

I do it natural for anxiety.

[kat (1)]

I do it natural for anxiety.

you are a better man than me..I cant panic attacks while on a bridge Heights terrify me.

[WhiteLines]

you are a better man than me..I cant panic attacks while on a bridge Heights terrify me.

Holy crap those was the first panic attacks I had when I was a little kid, that and walking on big ass storm drains. Doesn't bother me at all now, but I have um over other stuff.

[TronRP]

I suppose one day someone will accept me for all of me...every strange little part..including my half assed witch thing I got going on..Every creepy part that makes me what I am.

Hey hot chic, I'm in the same boat as you and well, you know . Also, even with the one you meet accepting all the weird about you, the hard part will be the understanding of all the weird about you...current issue with trying to explain the elemental change of this season...So just hang in there...I claim no predictions...

[TronRP]

I need to figure this out before I turn a mole hill into a mountain...

[WhiteLines]

Think I gotta eat a lot of food and build my blood sugar back up before I go get tattooed again in a few days.

[kat (1)]

Hey hot chic, I'm in the same boat as you and well, you know :wub:/> . Also, even with the one you meet accepting all the weird about you, the hard part will be the understanding of all the weird about you...current issue with trying to explain the elemental change of this season...So just hang in there...I claim no predictions... :evil:/>

oh no..what happened?

[TronRP]

oh no..what happened?

I keep forgetting that just because I am able to walk a fine line between both realms doesn't mean everyone can. The changing of the seasons kicked my hiney the other day and it was the hardest thing to explain about feeling Fall. I felt rather stupid in the exchange of words.

[TronRP]

I should have stopped while I was in the safe zone

[kat (1)]

I keep forgetting that just because I am able to walk a fine line between both realms doesn't mean everyone can. The changing of the seasons kicked my hiney the other day and it was the hardest thing to explain about feeling Fall. I felt rather stupid in the exchange of words.

so basically you had an arguement? You regret what you said and feel the other person had a better point? Hugs

[kat (1)]

I am thinking I wish I wasnt sick today and didnt have to miss work. Stupid hosimotos makes me pick up illness from someone a mile away. Also, fuck the dream I just had.

[TronRP]

so basically you had an arguement? You regret what you said and feel the other person had a better point? Hugs

No not that. I couldn't explain what I was trying to convey and what I did convey was clearly not understood so I left the conversation alone. It's just difficult knowing that there's that and it will probably never be shared...

[WhiteLines]

Think it's 7 days into Kansas City build and we got an estimated continuous 15 more 12 to 16 hour days and maybe one 22 hour day and store will be complete and everyone can go back to their homes except I'll wander the earth because my home left me while I was on a job in Nashville, TN... guess I was away from home too long. Only off work a few days once a month and gotta drive across country to get there means you don't see your home a lot, but it doesn't mean you don't care about it. I cared a lot, that's why I spent 8 solid months on jobs making money.

[TronRP]

I can't believe that just about everyone I have communicated with today I have confused or was not clear with. I am used to maybe one person not getting my meaning, but 5 people. By the time I got to Aniiki, I kept it short and sweet and then drove away.

[WhiteLines]

I can't believe that just about everyone I have communicated with today I have confused or was not clear with. I am used to maybe one person not getting my meaning, but 5 people. By the time I got to Aniiki, I kept it short and sweet and then drove away.

I think everyone has days like that once in a while. I know I seem to be having them all the time.

[TronRP]

Think it's 7 days into Kansas City build and we got an estimated continuous 15 more 12 to 16 hour days and maybe one 22 hour day and store will be complete and everyone can go back to their homes except I'll wander the earth because my home left me while I was on a job in Nashville, TN... guess I was away from home too long. Only off work a few days once a month and gotta drive across country to get there means you don't see your home a lot, but it doesn't mean you don't care about it. I cared a lot, that's why I spent 8 solid months on jobs making money.

[TronRP]

I think everyone has days like that once in a while. I know I seem to be having them all the time.

This is new for me. Settling situations by talking them through is part of my job. It's a skill I use in everyday life. Maybe I'm just brain dead or something today...it is bill time and all...

[WhiteLines]

This is new for me. Settling situations by talking them through is part of my job. It's a skill I use in everyday life. Maybe I'm just brain dead or something today...it is bill time and all...

Stress maybe. I was a skilled communicator at some point, years ago I left working as a carpenter and a side job with the exact commercial construction company I've returned to now. In the span of 10 years between I was a manager of telemarketing companies and had to train, retrain employees, settle disputes amongst them, and advise them with their personal home life problems. Stress can make it hard for you to convey what you're trying to say for sure.

[TronRP]

Stress maybe. I was a skilled communicator at some point, years ago I left working as a carpenter and a side job with the exact commercial construction company I've returned to now. In the span of 10 years between I was a manager of telemarketing companies and had to train, retrain employees, settle disputes amongst them, and advise them with their personal home life problems. Stress can make it hard for you to convey what you're trying to say for sure.

Phew...at least that's not me. Stress situations give me the ability to talk things out. It's usually when I don't have enough time to explain in depth or the listening party stops hearing...

[WhiteLines]

Phew...at least that's not me. Stress situations give me the ability to talk things out. It's usually when I don't have enough time to explain in depth or the listening party stops hearing... :hrhr:/>

I tend to take on more stress than I should at times just because it is there for the taking and someone there has to do it. It takes the burden off others and puts it on me until my brain melts I guess to save them from having their brains melt.

[WhiteLines]

It's nice to be discarded by a person you had loved and made every sacrifice for but this is old news and maybe I'm just now using my insomnia to reflect and think upon it.

[WhiteLines]

I'm thinking that random thoughts keep spewing out of my head and it will be 1 hour sleep insomnia night again for day 5 or 6 now while I have another 14 hour day to put in on the Ulta store build again tomorrow and on and on and on 'til it's done.

Edited August 29, 2013 by Exsplif

[EagleRose]

Fret not. My sanity and I parted ways long ago.

[EagleRose]

I am so tired of cool anime being dubbed with lame dialog because they were mistaken for kiddie shows. It may be an animation, but that doesn't mean its for children.