What Are You Thinking?

[Trene4000]

I woke up this morning only to be slammed by the memory of the news we received yesterday evening. I don't think I can take this. I nearly shut down. Everyone else, including Ma, seems to have adjusted so quickly. This is too much. I feel sick again.

[Anna Phylaxis]

I think that it's WAAAY too cold to go to the gym. I don't typically think like that, but brrrrr...

[Troy Spiral (13)]

I think that it's WAAAY too cold to go to the gym. I don't typically think like that, but brrrrr...

I went out there to take the trash bins back to the house... holy crap its cold. (and i'm a guy that generally doesn't complain too much about the cold) Yikes!

[Troy Spiral (13)]

I'm thinking, there is too much pressure.

[EagleRose]

Light showers with three inches my butt! I just stepped in half a foot of snow while being hacked up by huge shards of falling ice flakes! The snowfall here is so dense that I thought a fog bank had rolled in. Who the is issuing this weather report? A monkey? !

[kat (1)]

Idk..if I show that I actually like him he'll shut down because he'll see he's got me also I'm not sure if he's right.. I can't decide out of share loneliness or fear or carrots dangling in front of me.

[TronRP]

Pros and cons...it's all about pros and cons...

[TronRP]

I woke up this morning only to be slammed by the memory of the news we received yesterday evening. I don't think I can take this. I nearly shut down. Everyone else, including Ma, seems to have adjusted so quickly. This is too much. I feel sick again.

Not adjusted...at this point, it's become business. We are in the midst of legalities and scheduling. We can't afford to get too carried away by our emotions at the moment, or we could potentially make an already precarious situation worse. That breakdown/shutdown will come, but I'm just really not looking forward to it in any form because, as it stands, it appears I will be inheriting all of the dependents so I have to stay strong.

[TronRP]

...My tears turned into anger hours ago...

[Trene4000]

What the blazes! Why would you advertise yourselves as being a center that treats people from all over but then tell those who call for help that you only treat those within your area?! You're the Cancer Center of America! Why would you do that to people!?! What's wrong with you?! Well you can take your self serving and it!

[TronRP]

Too cool, I just saw an "OxiClean" commercial where Anthony Sullivan paid tribute to Billy Mays (may he rest in peace). I really miss him.

[Trene4000]

If I could just drive again I'd be able to help out, even if just a little.

[TronRP]

What the blazes! Why would you advertise yourselves as being a center that treats people from all over but then tell those who call for help that you only treat those within your area?! You're the Cancer Center of America! Why would you do that to people!?! What's wrong with you?! Well you can take your self serving and it!

...no freakin' way...

[TronRP]

If I could just drive again I'd be able to help out, even if just a little.

Actually, if we could find out how the medical transport services work, that would help alot.

[kat (1)]

Actually, if we could find out how the medical transport services work, that would help alot.

Medicaid? Medicare? If its medicaid straight it is probably going to have to go through case worker unless Meridian is the provider than there is a transport number on the card. Or maybe Detroit Area on Aging can set u up. If its state insurance I have all answers

Lemme know hon.

[kat (1)]

I wish I could heal others:(

Edited January 9, 2015 by kat

[Anna Phylaxis]

I went out there to take the trash bins back to the house... holy crap its cold. (and i'm a guy that generally doesn't complain too much about the cold) Yikes!

I don't typically complain about it. I mean, I chose to move here. But yikes...

[kat (1)]

Hmm.

..it may be a sign to start swaying your career path in the direction of holistic medicine if on a Friday night you we're finished with work an hour and a half ago yet u ended up staying to talk shop with the P.A/nutritionalist.

[TronRP]

Ow...my eyes!

[Trene4000]

Saltines

[Trene4000]

I want to reach 100 posts.

[Trene4000]

I am not sure I'll make it.

[Trene4000]

I have no idea if I'll make it to the tea today. This will be the first one I've missed in over a decade. I'm not sure what to do. Everything with my mother is finally moving forward. Chemo starts next week after her surgery. I don't remember what they have her doing today. I need a saltine cracker.

[Trene4000]

I DID IT!!!

[kat (1)]

Wtf!!! You are stoned on god knows what dirt weed shit you could of smoked k2 omg...fuck!