Cause like, what the fuck am I in a relationship for? To be room/bedmates. FUCK THAT! I just wanted a fucking companion, yo. I'm still mad. I usually don't hold grudges like this long, maybe it's my age and this perimenopause, menopause whatever.
Ewww🤮 my rant just reminded me of my old friend who's on my Facebook and rants all trash mouthed, nasty language, vulgar as hell, she sounds so stupid and this is what my rant (s) is reminding me of right now. I'm cringing 😬
They pushed my orientation date back to July 13th and I'm bummed a bit. I'm really bored and need to be making money like yesterday. I'm bored, I want to move back to my old place. I fucked up. I'm the only person I know who will beat the shit out of my intuition and ignore a whole parade of red flags. I'll dance with a red flag and play stupid, pretend it's green..dumb bit...😪 ok I know I shouldn't call myself names but I'm a dumb ass bitch. Really. I just do stupid shit, let people spit on my boundaries, afraid to be labeled as a bitch to stand firm on my shit. Well, muthafuckers think I'm a bitch anyway specially when I get weird and isolate (it's actually my depression but whatever)!
No means muthafucking no! I swear I'm never going to fear being labeled as a bitch again, though..fuck it, I'm a bitch but next time I swear to God I won't be a dumb one!!
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