What Are You Thinking? (cont'd)

[kat (1)]

16 hours ago, TronRP said:

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What type of job would you REALLY want to have?

My ADD brain went right to this song here..(after my initial thought of maybe a porn star I watch enough to make it happen lmao 🤣): 

 

I'll just see myself out to the 🗑 now. Also. Customer Service would be ok probably.

[kat (1)]

3 hours ago, TronRP said:

...I wish I had more confidence in my abilities like I used to when I was younger and didn't care about people's observations of me showing off my skills.  I got a kick out of proving them wrong because of their preconceived notions of me being "a little girl".

 

Although my skill level has increased and I actually have real work tools, I lack confidence in people watching me work.  Trene says I have nothing to worry about, so I know it's all in my head.  But it is such a high hurdle to get over.

😔

Hugs.

[kat (1)]

Goth hate me cause I look like a for real witch 🤣

...and dudes hate me because I act like a for real bitch. 

Edited October 15, 2022 by kat

[kat (1)]

Why can't my brain grow the hell up just like my old aching body is? I'm sick of my own bullshit, fucking weirdo. 🤣

Edited October 15, 2022 by kat

[TronRP]

2 hours ago, kat said:

Goth hate me cause I look like a for real witch 🤣

...and dudes hate me because I act like a for real bitch. 

 

2 hours ago, kat said:

Why can't my brain grow the hell up just like my old aching body is? I'm sick of my own bullshit, fucking weirdo. 🤣

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I would so embrace all of it.  People are going to judge and Haters are gonna hate.  Just do you.

 

I just went on and accepted the fact that people who meet me (for the first time and apparently old family friends) will see me as a spoiled, only child, who gets whatever I want.  I declare that hurt coming from someone who has known me since I was around 14, but I can't help what they believe.

 

I'm always shocked whenever I have a friend who is female because, in general, females can't stand me.  And what's worse is I've even asked what it is and they just refuse to tell me (as if that will give me a leg up or something if I know).

[TronRP]

Wow, when did I get so wimpy.  I was practically shaking when I got off the phone with Ms. Rapid Fire from CVS.  She was speaking so fast, answering questions she thought I was asking and kept saying for me to call the 1 (800) number to get details about my order.

 

Called the 1(800) number...just found out that all she had to do was say the orders were cancelled due to "low stock"...but I suppose that's not in the CSR manual.

[TronRP]

With as tired and wiped out as I was when I got home, I am surprised that I was able to stay awake this long to take care of other business.  Now I think it's time to turn in.

[TronRP]

Again, the Varsity Valorant - East match has been cancelled for the school league.  Hopefully the students do not lose heart.  They have managed to play in 2 tournaments since the start of the season and this is only week 5.  So they still have chances to compete.

Ganbatte Ne!!!

[TronRP]

I'm thinking this is going to be a paperwork all-nighter. 

[TronRP]

Because a lot of information is lacking in current levels of education, society will have to relearn what it used to know that it already learned before.

😔

[TronRP]

I can't figure out why the bulbs in this lamp keep blowing.  It was out again around 7:20pm.  That's the 4th bulb since I plugged it up in this location last month.  I think I'll chop it up to old bulbs since they have been in this multi-cup lamp since 2011.

[TronRP]

When I was in my 20's and 30's, I was constantly looking for a place to "fit in".  Throw in years of maturity and coming into one's own and I began to find that I really didn't care about the need to feel like I "belonged" somewhere.  I'm just thankful that I never suffered from depression back then or I would probably be on a bunch of meds right now with "a history of suffering from Mental Illness" on my medical record.

 

But then again, back in those days, they didn't really go too deep with necessary medical treatment/care for people living in this area, the way it used to be.  But that's another story.

😏

[NocteSpiritus]

I'm done being an adult; trying to find a job where management isn't toxic in one way or another (one job where salaried management complained about doing more than their job duties. The other where upper management called us talentless and trained monkies can do better), and dealing with both physical and mental health issues. I'm just ... done.

[TronRP]

On 10/25/2022 at 7:55 PM, NocteSpiritus said:

I'm done being an adult;

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[TronRP]

This boy is too much.  He is so dead set on doing what I told him not to that I actually had to hide columns on his timesheet to keep him from recopying the same mistake over and over and over and over again.

[NocteSpiritus]

12 minutes ago, TronRP said:

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Thanks. 

[TronRP]

Wow, it took all day to become functional again...woke up to texts of many requests...lol.

[kat (1)]

On 10/27/2022 at 11:31 PM, TronRP said:

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❤

[kat (1)]

Meowww...purrrr.. meoww..purrr..pet mmeeee.

[TronRP]

I have to remember to drop a note to people before I head out to do security checks and trash clean up before the Sun comes up.  Yesterday around 3:30am, there was a guy out there, dressed in multiple coats wearing a giant military style backpack, who kept watching me as I picked up trash on the main street.  He hovered around until I went back into the residential area, then he slowly wandered away towards the viaduct.

 

So this morning, I went out around 2am when the truck drivers are at their busiest runs to and from the shipping yards.  That way, there was someone riding by me just about every 90 seconds to 3 minutes.  Also, I double timed it just in case.

[TronRP]

I think my computer is suffering a major brain fart. Clearing caches and rebooting everything. 

[kat (1)]

Broke my rib this morning falling on my concrete floor. I thought it was just bruised but doctor said it looks like a break.  It feels like I got hit by a bus.

Edited November 3, 2022 by kat

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, kat said:

Broke my rib this morning falling on my concrete floor. I thought it was just bruised but doctor said it looks like a break.  It feels like I got hit by a bus.

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Oh no!!!

How are you doing?

My level of concern has skyrocketed.

[kat (1)]

9 hours ago, TronRP said:

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Oh no!!!

How are you doing?

My level of concern has skyrocketed.

Other than feeling very sore I'm pretty good.  It's just that I already had a cold so they were worried about that part because it hurts when I breathe and cough so they was more worried about that and gave me steroids and some cough syrup. They didn't even give me pain meds but I guess the steroids are supposed to help that too. It's definitely not as bad as I thought it would feel today probably because of the steroids. Lol

[TronRP]

1 hour ago, kat said:

Other than feeling very sore I'm pretty good.  It's just that I already had a cold so they were worried about that part because it hurts when I breathe and cough so they was more worried about that and gave me steroids and some cough syrup. They didn't even give me pain meds but I guess the steroids are supposed to help that too. It's definitely not as bad as I thought it would feel today probably because of the steroids. Lol

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Did they wrap it?  What do they do for a broken rib?  I've actually only seen that type of situation on TV...😅