Reoccurring Dreams and Weird Stuff

[Queen of Foxes]

It kind of happened when I was a kid. I'd have these cool dreams. I can tell you one sometime if we are ever in person. Their too long to write. 

 

Anyways, I went into a dry spell, with a lot. (also, search the comments on the first page to see the candle inncodent, I have video footage I can send). Shits weird. 

 

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I want to make this clear, this is not at all a post asking about what religion I should follow for this. I am seeking advice from several and gather information based on what I gather from each one. I don't practice.

 

I just, learn. 

 

And that's why I am here... I was raised severally Christian. I can explain more about God and Christ, and the Holy Spirit than anything else in my life. I was raised in a Christian End Days Cult. Pentecostal, but I don't want to make this a negative thing. 

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Anyways, exactly May 1st, 2022... I I begin going to warped worlds of my past. Like, a Goth club out in the corn fields of what is Colon, MI. But Colon is built a lot like Athens, MI. I love dreams. My hillbilly great-grandmother believed we had powers with dreams, but, I never got to ask her, I wanted to learn about this stuff after she passed. She lived a good loooong life, maaanny Grand babies. 

 

But there are many other places I keep returning to, every single night. Nonstop. Every night it's always progressing more and more into war as time goes on. I have been keeping Roger up to date on these dreams as much as I can. I remember the first day so well, I told Roger about it and even how it was very different than my normal dreams I've, 99.9% of my life, so far, had. 

 

I know the Athiest/Agnostic views. Roger is one. We respect each other's differences 💚 he knows I'm super entuned with the earth and nature and I do my own thing. He laughs sometime, but reminds me I shouldn't be ashamed. Hell, he gave me his first deer skull he ever cleaned as a kid, for my Alter.

 

Anyways, I'm looking to branch out and learn what these dreams could mean based on knowledge gathered from experience or books. I'm looking to dive more into this. Scott D helped me already regain my footing back after a great depression knocked me out of myself for four years. I've, started feeling a lot lately. Like, alive again. Spiritually, and... My dreams make me sleepy. 

 

Yes I sage, my Hippie sister sent me many crystals and my eagle brother sent me white sage from his garden to cleanse my house, but they won't go away. He says it's apart of who I am, but, we've been both so busy I haven't been able to actually talk to him about these. I don't necessarily have to believe everything I'm told, but I'm not going to sit here and say what I do and don't believe. I don't want to rip views apart. I want to learn. Not make a post for bashing

Edited August 5, 2023 by Queen of Foxes

[n0Mad]

I don't think she's come back to the boards, but @FarrIL does some dream interpretation.

[Queen of Foxes]

Also to add onto this post. I had a candle wick split in two the other day, and tonight, I had an almost dead tea candle, start shooting air out at the very end upwards, with gentle flames and smoke. But it was a severe fire hazard and I'm not really okay. I'm fucking freaking. Roger went out tonight to leave me to relax, and, as I was getting into the mood of finally relaxing and finding my center, MY FUCKING CANDLE GOES FFFFFFFFFFSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... 

 

Since I turned 30, shits been fucking weird.... Roger is now even starting to get freaked out. 

[Queen of Foxes]

I tried uploading a video to this site but it won't let me. So here is a screen shot of how this, basically dead candle, started pushing air out. I wasn't even doing anything other than studying current assignment and getting the scene blocked out. Wtf.... Why can't shit in my life be normal. Roger is on his way home. He went out to get a breather after today, I don't blame him... He asked me to not light anymore candles lol

[Queen of Foxes]

Also, idk if this means anything. But, I recently got a chart done for myself out of curiosity. 

[gwen]

https://www.world-of-lucid-dreaming.com/

 

maybe this will help

[Scary Guy]

 

I've waited long enough.  Might as well give my take on how they're really mostly meaningless.

 

Our brains are always active and processing information, never stopping unless you happen to get into a career in government.  When we hit REM sleep and are dreaming our brains are processing information we have gathered and some of it takes the form of dreams, which are just our brains trying to make sense of the information we have gathered.  Sometimes they're entertaining, sometimes they're scary, and sometimes when you are 12 you wake up spot-welded to the bed.

 

My explanation for some of the things you dream taking form in real life is as follows.

1. There are billions of people dreaming all over the planet, so the odds are pretty good this will happen to a few of us.

2. They're lying about it to sound more interesting and get either attention and maybe money as a "psychic."

 

My hypothesis for the first possibility is that as I said our brains are always taking in information whether we realize it or not.  Our brains sort through that information and come up with scenarios that could be likely and play them in our heads.  So someone goes "Oh, so and so got into a car crash and I had a dream that was going to happen!" Yeah they did because they subconsciously noticed the car was having trouble so there were vehicular problems, or they subconsciously noticed minor health problems, or they just happened to get into a car crash and it's a complete coincidence.

 

5 hours ago, Queen of Foxes said:

I tried uploading a video to this site but it won't let me. So here is a screen shot of how this, basically dead candle, started pushing air out. I wasn't even doing anything other than studying current assignment and getting the scene blocked out. Wtf.... Why can't shit in my life be normal. Roger is on his way home. He went out to get a breather after today, I don't blame him... He asked me to not light anymore candles lol

 

https://www.nfpa.org/News-and-Research/Data-research-and-tools/US-Fire-Problem/Candle-fires  Not trying to freak you out with this, but knowledge is power.  There is a reason they say to treat unspent fireworks as still active, and the same goes with anything that has had a flame taken to it.

 

 

5 hours ago, Queen of Foxes said:

Also, idk if this means anything.

 

It does not:

But of course you're going to make up your own mind and decide for yourself.  I'm going with the lack of proper evidence of it working.

[Queen of Foxes]

My friend came over. She saw one of my mosses move, and then we heard a loud bang in the house but cannot identify it.