tell me yours and I'll tell you mine

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submitted for your aproval, a young man named Daevion...

[Daevion]

no..no really everyone here is crazy except for me

[float]

I know

Gooble Gobble

We Accpet You

One of Us

[honeymustard02]

I don't think I have anything major.

Mainly a little depression and anxiety. Also I'm kind of a germ-a-phob.

[Msterbeau]

I don't think I have anything major.

Mainly a little depression and anxiety. Also I'm kind of a germ-a-phob.

Hhehe... Oh yeah... I'm a neat freak. :woot:

[kellygrrrrrl]

Can anyone recommend a good Martial Arts Class, Kungfoo, Karate etc.. local to Royal Oak that is reasonably priced AND Fun?

[Lilith]

I get bad PMS so i take prozac for that, but i kinda stopped with that for a while till i get this whole bad life thing under control, been depressed and non functionng so they got me on some other stuff to help with that. Oh and i now keep a journal which has been allot of help in trying to just think and figure things out.

I think the journal thing has been the biggest help.

Lilith

[cptdeath]

Holy crap...you guys are all insane!!! I feel like the sane guy that just walked into a looney bin!!  :laughing

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you know i met this guy who told me "it aint ever right to hit someone wearing makeup or jewlry".

sometimes it's a phobic reaction i don't like to couse pain. but i freak out like if you dumped a bucket of spiders on someone with arachnopobia.

I have never lost control of my reaction but i wish i had a dollar for every time i cought my fist half way up.

guess this insane man's phobia :fear

[cptdeath]

Can anyone recommend a good Martial Arts Class, Kungfoo, Karate etc.. local to Royal Oak that is reasonably priced AND Fun?

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suggest you avoid thia :fear kwon do

read tao of jeet kune do by bruce lee

try akido well worth it

I'll look in that area if i get time at work

thanks for listening =)

[cptdeath]

I get bad PMS  so i take prozac for that, but i kinda stopped with that for a while till i get this whole bad life thing under control, been depressed and non functionng so they got me on some other stuff to help with that.  Oh and i now keep a journal which has been allot of help in trying to just think and figure things out.

I think the journal thing has been the biggest help.

Lilith

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if cramps are extreme and there is no ultramaitriosis try one vicoden 800

a day for 3 days take with food

if mix with alchahol buzz is nice but melts your liver forever a little

some casses the combo couses heart failure in wusses

[cptdeath]

I totally agree that if you do the work needed... it (mostly) ceases to cause problems. (Or define who you are)  But you're still an addict.  My feeling is that the underlying physiology that got us there in the first place  never changes and we will always be suscepible to relapse if we don't stay mindful of that.  That said... My addiction might be a little different then most because it revolves around needs that all humans MUST have.  ie love, companionship.. etc.  (And yes, I did say MUST).

A couple further comments as I read BW's and FC's responses.

I think it's fairly well established that the amount you drink has nothing to do with weather you're alcoholic or not.  My grandfather had a drink every day at the same time.  EVERY DAY.  That's addiction.    If you pass out sometimes from drinking, that's not neccessarily a sign that your alcoholic.  It may be a sign that you have other issues to deal with. 

I'm also on the anti-med bandwagon.  I use them when my allergies get REALLY bad in the spring.  Sometimes nothing works and I just deal with it.  Lately, I've become fond of saying  that I don't need stimulants (caffine) mind-altering drugs or aphrodisiacs.  I have em all built in. 

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i uh, am addicted to violence and the pleasure i derive from it. mostly constructive

forms. don't get me wrong i don't hurt anybody. very well controlled

like 3 stoges and pro wrestling back in the day. stuff were people have fun with it

but if I can't get my fix i get abnormal. a good example is Marv from sin city

I'm not fictional though :fear

[cptdeath]

Can anyone recommend a good Martial Arts Class, Kungfoo, Karate etc.. local to Royal Oak that is reasonably priced AND Fun?

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I might be able to hook you up with some SCA friends of mine that are involved in kung foo around 12mile and inkster road. I guess they know a bunch of CC people from the start of the club to today. I know em on a different level.

but my budy practices kung foo and will not admit it but would love to get drunk and fight me. I'll find out more about his class for you.

being involved in this site and CC might get you a ............family discount

plus there are cool secret meetings/ parties

I can't invite people I don't trust. what they do is a reflection of myself.

gotta fly get back with you :fear :fear :fear :fear :fear

[bean]

I totally agree that if you do the work needed... it (mostly) ceases to cause problems. (Or define who you are)  But you're still an addict.  My feeling is that the underlying physiology that got us there in the first place  never changes and we will always be suscepible to relapse if we don't stay mindful of that.  That said... My addiction might be a little different then most because it revolves around needs that all humans MUST have.  ie love, companionship.. etc.  (And yes, I did say MUST).

A couple further comments as I read BW's and FC's responses.

I think it's fairly well established that the amount you drink has nothing to do with weather you're alcoholic or not.  My grandfather had a drink every day at the same time.  EVERY DAY.  That's addiction.    If you pass out sometimes from drinking, that's not neccessarily a sign that your alcoholic.  It may be a sign that you have other issues to deal with. 

I'm also on the anti-med bandwagon.  I use them when my allergies get REALLY bad in the spring.  Sometimes nothing works and I just deal with it.  Lately, I've become fond of saying  that I don't need stimulants (caffine) mind-altering drugs or aphrodisiacs.  I have em all built in. 

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There are many factors that determine if you are an alcoholic or not, and one of them is the amount you drink at one time, having blackouts, being hospitalized for drinking....etc. I used to drink to the point of blacking out (not passing out) every day. I have been in rehab for drinking, twice.

[Therapyfaild]

let's see......

I've been officially branded as cliniclaly depressed, based on life experiences with the belief that there's also a continual chemical imbalance as well....medication HAS leveled me out-overall-EXCEPT when I'm hit with more experiences that fall into the "shit" category, and provide still more negative reinforcment.....

I've also gotten labeled as havign "social anxiety disorder"....damned if I know if THAT is accurate, or if I'm just old fashioned shy....if there IS accuracy to the label-and for that matter, even if it is shyness-it's based on bad life experiences, and likely some self-esteem issues, which likely go back to life experience/negative reinforcment....

Also, I've been tagged as having "generalized anxiety", which once again-as far as I'm concerned-basically goes back to some self-esteem issues and just bad experiences......i.e., I expect the worst because I'm used to getting it.

All I know is I'd gladly trade lives with a multitude of people, or wish I could break out of this mental/social prison I feel trapped in and be like "other" people....I KNOW who I am and what I have to offer, and there are few people willing to explore that themselves....leaving me alone because I can't escape the feeling I'll get a "fuck off and leave me alone" whenever I simply wish to say "hello".....

[Lilith]

if cramps are extreme and there is no ultramaitriosis try one vicoden 800

a day for 3 days take with food

if mix with alchahol buzz is nice but melts your liver forever a little

some casses the combo couses heart failure in wusses

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cramps r not really the problem with my pms although i did get one really bad one this last time and i took a darvaset to get rid of it, woke me up straight out of my sleep thoght iwas about to have another kid it was horriable. My problem is i get irational, pissy about dumb stuff and right down postal sometimes and just plain out irratiable in general.

yep i am a PSYCHO BIOTCH for a few days every month if ya ever need one let me know

lilith