My latest needle session,

[Homicidalheathen]

There was a special on About the tibetan monks extreme practice of thousands of needles with wieght on them, you know...it looks kinda like a native american costume but with needles going under the skin and out. They dance until they trance from over coming the pain. They do this for hours. I think it was on the Discovery channel...or maybe it was Taboo....not sure, anyway...

I mentioned it to Grim last night...he does this! The man is a guru.

So I went a little further with my needles last night...he just knows where your at and what your ready for it seems....

Fewer needles this time....MUCH more play with them once they were in.

I bled finally...never did that before. I was ok with it.....

Here is what happened. The first time was like quick with a little play...very stinging...I got high like in a Sufi fire meditation....part of my conciousness was floating around above my head someplace......

Second time, I savored the needle pokes more, he put them in slower and used more but played less....again same result.

Well this time he kept looking in my eyes in the light to watch if I was about to go out you know....BONK.

He took his sweet ass time getting them in OMG! Beyond sting this time, it hurt!

And played with them allot! Put lots of presure on the sites.

I had stiches removed once on an empty stomach and some were inbedded so they had to be dug out. Well I almost passed out. You know the feeling where your head starts to buzz and you feel real wierd and week? Your palms sweet....your wobbly....

He kept me in that place for 10 minutes last night. I have never pushed myself in that way before. I didn't even know I could maintain conciousness. It was a real struggle but wow! I was so high when I left the place I couldn't even go to City....I just went home and ate....and slept....

He kept it up until I would almost pass out then back off....then start again....I feel stronger and had no Idea your body could get you as high if not higher than any drug. Ever.

It seemed to be healing too, all the chemicals released made my guts feel better, is that wierd? Shocked them into working...ha. If you know me, you know this is a constant struggle with my Divers and Colitis.

Next time I am going to eat a big meal and have a drink first lol. I did eat but not much and hadn't drank anything for a few hours.....

I am not sure where I am going with this....or to what new hieghts the man will take me...

Just thought I'd share...as it was a spiritual experience for me.

[mallochai]

that sounds really amazing. glad something might start to be working for you. :grin