I can't wait to go...

[Soulrev]

Ya know.. Ever since I came back home from Laramie I just keep feeling out of place.. I don't know why. I mean I have friends and family here but other than that I just feel like I don't belong here anymore. Not to sound heartless or anything, cuz you all know how I am about friends and family, but I just don't want to be here anymore. Those 10 months I spent in Laramie changed me a bit as a person and I really just don't click with my friends like I used to. I think it's time to leave, meet new people and start a new life. I guess that will happen once I join the army.

I live in a small town, too. I'd say about 60% of the people in this town know me. I don't like that anymore.. Not that I have anything to hide, it's just.. I dunno, when I lived in Laramie there was probably about 12 people who knew who I was.. And I liked that. Out here, the cops know me (on a good basis), the kids know me, the old people know me, etc. I just don't like people stopping me everywhere I go to sit and BS with me. Not to mention that, being a small town, everyone knows what you're doing and where you're at, and word about any drama about anyone spreads like wildfire around here. Sometimes you just get tired of the whole social runaround and just want to be left alone, ya know? Like sometimes when I go to CC I don't bother talking to people and just dance all night.. It's nothing against any of you but I can talk to you any time I want, I don't get to go to CC very often and dance.

Hmm sounds like a wise line to sum this up : "Sometimes you can't stop and chat, sometimes you just have to dance" in other words saying, you can't always waste your time with social things like keeping up with friendships and relationships, sometimes you have to just concentrate on yourself, and what you want to do. And I think that's what I need to do now. I'm 20 years old, prime of my life, it's time to start doing things that I want to do. Like the army.. And seeing the world, and trying new things.

[EvilEve]

i say go out and take care of yourself. have fun, be crazy, and enjoy the things you have yet to experience. :clover =)

[Troy Spiral (13)]

Sometimes its difficult to bloom were your planted. But its worth the effort. =)

And i totally understand the CC comments.