Crabbiness

[DarkChylde]

Whut went on over the past weekend got me all in a bad mood and I've been pretty moody since, I still stayed positive when I talked to others and hid it all in but damn is it hard at times. Now im afraid ta be hanging out with others this weekend, specailly that specail somone who I enjoy being around with. Dont get me wrong I have no prob's of being positive at cc due the fact alcohol tends to cheer me up and the atmosphere cheers me up alot too (Except when I get dragged in you-know-who) but they want me ta chill in holly for the weekend and since im in this kind of mood now im afraid that im just gonna end up exploding on everyone and I dont want to be that kind of person, I was in the past and I managed to put that behind sworn that I'll never be that way towards anyone again. I know she wants to see me badly and I want ta see her as well, but im scared. How does one stay positive when negative thoughts run through the mind constantly? I seriously hope things get better. I cant afford to be pissed off again right now.

[Homicidalheathen]

Me too. I am healing a broken heart but won't take it out anyone but myself....I was stupid enough to fall in the first place....

I just hope I dont do anything too stupid I already made an ass of myself last night with a dear old freind.

[Anathema]

ok, for starters i think that anyone who has eyes and has been to cc lately knows who "that special someone is" (giggling). yes, i do very much want to see you and i know that you want to see me. but you have to let all the bullshyt that keeps happening go. i should be a break from that for you, something that is good and possitive and is able to make you feel better. i know that you have been in a bad mood ever since the weekend of last but don't let that stop you from having a good time this coming weekend. try not to linger on the past even though i know that it can be difficult at times, especially now. i promise that you'll have a good time if you just relax a little bit and stop thinking about last weeks drama.

SO CHEER UP LOVE!

BOO!!!!

[Daevion]

I've been in a bad mood all this week so far...ever since monday. Most of my stress comes from work. I have to act like a completely different person at work , dealing with all the lame politics, having to do things that go against my personal beliefs, having to stand by and watch certain "things" happen that I can't say anything against or do anything about without fear of getting fired.......plus I'm a night person that has to get up insanely early in the morning and deal with all these arrogant fucktards all day.....so coffee and cophee is my friend. Long story short is....life sucks, work sucks, people suck...so I wear a fucking helmet. So I hear what your saying...I've been in a shitty mood too..so I understand what your talking abou.

[Dollardave]

I don't know what all the ruckus was about this weekend cuz I wasn't there but if u need a friend to talk to you got my number. Relationships are hard Sharlene was a total bitch when I first met her probably cuz I just got out of a relationship with her twin. I've had tons of relationships and the first month makes it or breaks it so try to make a good impression bro dont be jealous and just be yourself cuz thats probably what the girl fell for in the first place. That said take care of yourself if u want to go up to holly for the weekend go you need a break from cc u been going for months I even took a break and went to cedar point. Be safe bro if u need to talk give a jingle or hit me up on yahoo.

[Homicidalheathen]

I feel better today. I think a break from someone was what I needed...maybe permanent...probably is anyway.

[Lilith]

if the drama u had last week end was surrounding/at CC and the people htere going to Holly might be a good break, especially if the person you like to be around will be there. It also seems that if she really wants you to be there that she might be in a mood to help break those cranky moods and not only that but if you want to see her, wont just being with her help break the cranky mood.

I dont know the situtaion or wat the drama was about so i may be way off.

Lilith

[torn asunder]

it's a wise person who can recognize issues like this, and knows themselves well enough to take action to prevent any negativity coming from it. if you need time to yourself, take it - don't be "forced/pressured" into doing anything you're not comfortable with. =)