Tears,Sweat, Maybe a bit of blood

[QueenKoi]

Silent Tears:tear

Silent tears fall for us from the heaven above.

With it’s beauty and pureness.

It washes away all the unneeded from our lives.

They are the reason we enjoy life together.

Pain brings silent tears but when they’re done falling it’s all over.

Depression makes us feel useless.

The silent tears only tend to make us look lonesome in this harsh world.

Silent tears fall from above

To help us find our own

And to relive the pain this world had inflected upon us.

Life

Life brings me pain

I sit alone and cry wishing I could just die.

Cutting my wrist

Watching the blood pour and along with it every drop of my pains.

My pains cause me to cut

My cut cause me to bleed

My bleeding causes me to see

To see that I need help.

Help solving the issues

The issues that cause me pains

Which causes me to cut.

Cuts that cause me to bleed.

Bleed blood that makes me see

See through these tears I cry

While I sit alone and slowly die.

Tantalizing:peanutbutterjellytime

Whenever I hug you it’s hard to control the wild side of me Your scent make me want to unleash this creature upon you.

The urge is tantalizing.

The feeling of our lips together. The sweet taste of our love as we passionately kiss.

It’s tantalizing.

Whenever you hold me tight I feel you, I want you. My heart begins racing. The wild side gets ever so restless urging me to release it into your life.

The mere fact is tantalizing.

The dreams of our Mad, Ravishing, Passionate Sex. Making me want you even more

. They are ever-so tantalizing.

The feeling we have are enjoyable. The kisses are tantalizing and all of the rest…

It’s all tantalizing to the fullest.

All I have to say is: The kisses; are Tantalizing. The dreams; are tantalizing. And you….

You are all together tantalizing to me in everyway.

[Homicidalheathen]

I honestly don't know if I like the self mutilation or love/lust one more.

[QueenKoi]

Sometimes i write how i feel.

[Mikielikesit]

Very coolsville to the newbie such passion and such depth..........

[QueenKoi]

Here are some more the second one i stop showing people because the started to think i was crazy and trying to commit suicide.

People Of the World. :fear

Hear me and hear me well. We have all fallen victim to Satan spell.

We say we do what we must. But this is not enough. We argue, cuss and fuss.

Are we really doing what we must?

Hear me and hear me now. We must straighten up our acts now. Or else we will always fall down. We will forever be under satans spell. Spread the love and peace around that’s what we are suppose to do. But look more than half of us don’t know how. Because of this we continue to fall. It will always seem hope cannot be found.

People of the world we need to see what is happening. Right in front of us. Rape, Murder Anguish and more. The gates of hell is opening. We can not escape it .It is a as wide as 12 yards in diameter. People take a look around. Is this what you want? Do you really wish to always continue to fall down?.

The devil is among us. He has pulled the wool over our eyes. Never have I seen such a mess. But I’m sure that many of you have before. We must end this! This battle should not go on! It‘s right it front of us. The wool is to thick and excessively long for us too see anything!

People of the world I have spoken. I hope that you have heard my words. I will never stop speaking up. It’s time . Time for you to speak. Speak your mind, your heart and your soul. Put our point though. Make It seen. Make it believed . But the most important thing never ever stop speaking. Never stop until your points are made clear and heard form the north to the south pole! Speak people! This is your chance don’t let it pass you by.

written on 12/08/04

No Escape

There is no escaping it. It will only follow.

This darkness is consuming every inch of my soul.

Everyday I feel the pressure and everyday it gets heavier.

Killing myself seemed to be the only option out.

I thought no one would come for me, you know the second time I fell.

He did. He caught me right before I hit the ground.

I requested that he leave me to die. But he only refused.

"I will never let you go. I'll be around till the end of time." he replied.

Death, brings me no fear my love. I am already dead ,on the inside.

What you see and now hold is merely a demon in a human shell.

No longer am I human. The pains of life have nearly destroyed my soul.

My soul lives on as a torn and battered image for the world to see.

So please leave me to die here alone. Yet told me.

" I cannot and why I will tell. Battered and torn you may be. But I love you

Demon within or not." I've told you once before my love, I'm not afraid of

death . Once again he spoke. “Not to be afraid of death is

great but me living here without my love...Without you causes me a great

deal of pain. Come with me." He requested. “Down to the gates of

HELL for if I must kill the devil myself to set you free I shall." I begain to cry. Never before have

I cried and why cry now. Maybe because I was afraid my love

might actually die. I looked him in the eyes as tears of blood pour out of mine.

He promised me he'll always be right by my side. I smiled all the while still crying and

took his hand and we conquered Hell together

[Homicidalheathen]

:erm :fear :devil Aw, you picked on poor wittle 'ol Satan.

[QueenKoi]

well it was for school and i was using the term to mean bad evil and i was really talking about bush.

[QueenKoi]

Yes, i did and i'll say it again. BUSH

[Homicidalheathen]

Beavis go to your room!