Guest Game of Chance Posted August 27, 2006 Posted August 27, 2006 Sill fucked up. And like I need a few stiff drinks.
Homicidalheathen Posted August 27, 2006 Posted August 27, 2006 This is what I am feeling.....and discussing with someone on myspace. I can't take it. It is a turn off. Honestly, this person triggers my narcalepsy. I have ADD and when someone bores me from not being intellegent enough to hold my attention in conversation my narcalepsy kicks in and I fall asleep if I try to listen. I actually nod off. I can't help it. So I end up letting my ADD take over and get distracted and ansty. I just can't be around real stupid people for long physically. Isn't that strange? I am not trying to sound stuck up, this really happens.
CatsEyeOfTheWiccan Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 These are things I feel Right Now from my day. :peanutbutterjellytime :grin =) -CatsEye
Homicidalheathen Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 Hurt, betrayed.......lost.....and well kinda relieved the truth is now in the open.
CatsEyeOfTheWiccan Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 Hurt, betrayed.......lost.....and well kinda relieved the truth is now in the open. I can guess..but that is among us...brother and sister, and self of knowing. -CatsEye
kellygrrrrrl Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 Very Upset Feeling REALLY bad about myself. A what I thought was a close friend ... said without knowing I could hear....that .."He doesn't even really like me anymore, and that I am not a good friend..... Because we don't hang out as much....(2-3 times a week isnt enough?) I am angry...inverted....I seem Like I am in my own world...among other things.... And this is just over the last 2-3 years. Ok... The last 2-3 years of my life have been the most trying and stressful years I have delt with. Things are JUST now starting to wind down a bit. I admit. I have been on edge and snappy, and introverted....this is how I deal with things. I have problems...this I am well aware of....which makes me mad at me...which makes things hard to enjoy sometimes. I have even in my own way, apologized to him and others...for being such an asshole recently after some very eye opening events. But, this one hurt. More than I thought. But at the same time it pisses me off too after all I have done FOR this person...unconditionally....no expectations. At the same time, I don't feel the need to PROVE myself to him. At the same time, I have let some of the nasty, offensive, rude, bossy, things slide off my shoulders without passing judgment. I don't know... My heart is hurt bad.
Homicidalheathen Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 I think we all need a huge HUG FEST!!!
CatsEyeOfTheWiccan Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 Very UpsetFeeling REALLY bad about myself. A what I thought was a close friend ... said without knowing I could hear....that .."He doesn't even really like me anymore, and that I am not a good friend..... Because we don't hang out as much....(2-3 times a week isnt enough?) I am angry...inverted....I seem Like I am in my own world...among other things.... And this is just over the last 2-3 years. Ok... The last 2-3 years of my life have been the most trying and stressful years I have delt with. Things are JUST now starting to wind down a bit. I admit. I have been on edge and snappy, and introverted....this is how I deal with things. I have problems...this I am well aware of....which makes me mad at me...which makes things hard to enjoy sometimes. I have even in my own way, apologized to him and others...for being such an asshole recently after some very eye opening events. But, this one hurt. More than I thought. But at the same time it pisses me off too after all I have done FOR this person...unconditionally....no expectations. At the same time, I don't feel the need to PROVE myself to him. At the same time, I have let some of the nasty, offensive, rude, bossy, things slide off my shoulders without passing judgment. I don't know... My heart is hurt bad. Gives Kelly a Hug from Me and HH -CatsEye
Homicidalheathen Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 What is up with that? Mine are too. Usually they are ok by now because the cotton wood trees and rag weed are done, damnit! Sneezes on the breezes.
Gothmama25 Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 very confused and unsure about what to do about something going on in my life right now.
Gauge Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 like im going to be stuck in my fucking hot apt again tonight because maintinence is FUCKING STUPID!!!!!!!! i mean god damnit why the fuck does it take this long to get a service call!!!!!!!!!! im gonna rip some fucking nuts off tomorrow if its not fixed. in the lease it said in a maint. emergency (like not having ac when its fucking 80 out) the problem will be fixed IMEDIATELY its been 4 fucking days!!!!!!!!
Gauge Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 Nice and cool and my air conditioning*runs* want some company? grrr
Brenda Starrr Posted August 28, 2006 Posted August 28, 2006 I think we need a new word for Dumb. I can think of many, but they have human names.
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