What are you feeling?

[Rayne]

Its true. We have no true power over out lives except for what we do on that day, how we do it, how we attatch ourselves to everyone else.

So true.

[phee]

Its true. We have no true power over out lives except for what we do on that day, how we do it, how we attatch ourselves to everyone else.

and so I'm thankful to be alive. And to be able to still ponder....

Indeed my friend

[pharoh]

....pondering...I suppose.

Last night while playing with my band, we learned that a few minutes earlier, a friend fo many of us suddenly dropped dead of a heartattack...he was in his early 40's, with no reason to just drop dead. It brought the mood down a bit, but we toasted him from the stage to say farewell....

I like thei biblical passage that says our life is just a vapor and tommorow is promised to no man.

Its true. We have no true power over out lives except for what we do on that day, how we do it, how we attatch ourselves to everyone else.

and so I'm thankful to be alive. And to be able to still ponder....

Despite the bad news my friend, you done very well last night, Kudos to you and your band. It was a great show regardless.

[phee]

Kinda sad

[ManicQueen]

irritated

[Velvet Tears]

tired...

[Guest Megalicious]

Greatful that it is Christmas Eve, thank god. I dont think I could take another night away from Keegan. =(

[ManicQueen]

exhausted from cleaning

[SpidersMoment]

Like my sinuses and throat wanna be bitchy

[Rayne]

Allergic to everyone ... and nervous if my daughter will be at the pick up point in a couple hours and if she's been getting her medication.

[ManicQueen]

Content.. for once.

[SpidersMoment]

dissappointed. I was expecting something more then CRAP for XXXmas

[ManicQueen]

Very depressed.. not having my son wih me this Christmas is killing me.

[Steven]

Wonderful.

thankful.

I spent all day with various friends, stopping by houses, shairng some love, having some laughs. We ended it at Brian's house tonight (one of my guitar players) with a bunch of band members and family, and drank wine and smoked some good cigars and played board games. We laughed and laughed and laughed. Mama Boucher was there. she's this littel old lady in her 70's that comes to our gigs and roots for us. I sat with her drinking wine, smoking cigarettes, and playing games. She pinches my cheeks sometimes, it makes me blush. That is what life is all about.

laura and i are off to a catholic midnite mass with a friend.

were not catholic, but I love the beauty and reverance of certain catholic tenants, and tonight I'm going to bend my knee, bow my head, and give thanks to God for the life in my veins, the love a good friends, and great cigars and board games.

[saechalyn]

Happy. I have new friends!

Glad that christmas and all accompanying malarkey is almost over.

Second-guessing the way I handled a situation on friday.

Kinda creeped out. I feel like someone is prowling around outside even though I know there isn't.

Hungry. I should eat something.

Lazy. My sleep schedule is screwed up and I napped half the day away.

[Gothmama25]

Happy cause I got some great presents.

[torn asunder]

disgusted with family and thankful i won't be dealing with them anymore...

[Rayne]

Very, very sad. I'm crying sad.

Those of you on Myspace or Livejournal, read my blog. I don't want to get into it again.

[saechalyn]

Very, very sad. I'm crying sad.

Those of you on Myspace or Livejournal, read my blog. I don't want to get into it again.

My god...I'm so sorry Rayne *hugs*

[ManicQueen]

Sleepy and I've already taken two naps today.

[ManicQueen]

Excited to see my Nate Nate.

[saechalyn]

urge to kill...rising...

[phee]

Holiday Drama mutherfucking burnout

[Rayne]

Sad.

Missing my daughter.

Hoping she's as okay as she can be without her medication.

[Gothmama25]

Just glad that christmas is over with and hoping that life will get back to somewhat normal.