What are you feeling?

[Rayne]

Upset.

[Homicidalheathen]

Sick of it. I actually had a dream last night that he came into the backyard and shot me through the open window so I had to get up and close it to go back to sleep.

[Brenda Starrr]

Like if anyone knows of anyone hiring, I'd be happy if they'd help me out.

[Homicidalheathen]

Maid and lawn services are hiring big time right now.

Merry maids.

[BrassFusion]

because who uses maid and lawn services?

that's right- rich people. the middle class is going extinct

[Homicidalheathen]

Actually we had to use a maid when I was sick. My kids work and go to school so they are too busy...we had one for 6 months and tipped her pretty damn good too.

[phee]

Chocolaty

[phee]

Nervous.... I think I am.... er.... winning an insensative male award.

[CixWicked]

Serious Feeling Rant coming on by Cix.

I'm sick of the world attitude that the guy who helps everyone else is the one who needs the least amount of help. I'm tired of people feeling like it's OK to shit on me because I 'got tough skin, and I can take it'. I'm tired of loosing the 'girl' because someone else needs them, and I am obviously the strong one who doesn't need anything.

I'm tired of -having- to be strong, cause heroes don't have heroes. No body comes to -my- fucking rescue.

I'm tired of the fucking lies that are published in every book, movie, and story, that says that there's a happily ever after. In those books, sleeping beauty is not an anorexic speed freak, with a piece of shit lump for a husband, an absent mother, and a shit sucking child rapist for a stepfather. And Snow white dosn't look at prince charming and say 'Thinks for the fun, big boy, but I gotta go back and try to make things work with my fucking step mother...'. WHEN THE FUCK DOES MY HAPPILY EVER AFTER BEGIN?

And I'll tell you what... If I have to settle for one more thing that is -almost- what I want... if I have to fight back the disappointment one more time, and accept the Good enough, I'm gonna really become a fucking hermit.

I can't even say that people suck, cause honestly it's not just people. It's fate, it's life, it's the whole fucking world. You know, people believe that there is no god, but that's bullshit. There has to be someone responsible for all the pain and bullshit that goes on. HEll I believe I even understand... good guys are the ones he figures are taking on the challenge, and so he shuffles all the shit toward them. I don't even have a problem with that, I'm just asking for ONE FUCKING BREAK!!! Can I have one fucking thing go right? Something happen just the way I want it to happen?

I am the way I choose to be... I'm the kind of guy who will reach out a hand to help one person even in a shit storm where a thousand people will die. That's how I am, and that's what I choose. I can't blame anyone for the result of that behavior but me. BUT I JUST WANT SOMEONE, or SOMETHING TO BE IN MY CORNER TOO... I want a hero, a savior... I want a break... I want to have something handed to me, because I'm me.

I'm sorry about this rant guys. I'll regain my composure here in a little bit... It's just bullshit and stress. Romance, Work, School, Home, it's all for shit.

And you know, I got a bulletin on myspace yesterday... one of those stupid ones that says something like 'He big boy fuck me' and when you open it it says something stupid like. "if you don't repost this you'll be butt raped by a rabid, homosexual unicorn, with a slight over bite, and hair the color of strained peaches..."

Only this one said... If you repost this you'll get laid tomorrow... if you don't, you'll have relationship problems for the next ten years... and I actually sat and thought... which is better? A night of sex, or 10 years of a relationship with problems. I mean what relationship doesn't have problems? At least it's a fucking relationship.

Is that messed up or what?

Anyways, I'm almost done with school for the semester... I only failed one class, and that's cause the teacher is a complete and total prick. I'm just waiting for the next disaster to fall into my lap. I'll be alright.

Thanks for reading and listening, and sorry to throw my sad mental state at you.

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Screen: "MIB, DELIVER THE GALAXY OR EARTH WILL BE DESTROYED."

Jay: Oh, now that's bullshit.

Screen: "SORRY."

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CixWicked

[ManicQueen]

Angry because I broke my cell but happy cuz my computer has sound again.

[phee]

Serious Feeling Rant coming on by Cix.

I'm sick of the world attitude that the guy who helps everyone else is the one who needs the least amount of help. I'm tired of people feeling like it's OK to shit on me because I 'got tough skin, and I can take it'. I'm tired of loosing the 'girl' because someone else needs them, and I am obviously the strong one who doesn't need anything.

I'm tired of -having- to be strong, cause heroes don't have heroes. No body comes to -my- fucking rescue.

I'm tired of the fucking lies that are published in every book, movie, and story, that says that there's a happily ever after. In those books, sleeping beauty is not an anorexic speed freak, with a piece of shit lump for a husband, an absent mother, and a shit sucking child rapist for a stepfather. And Snow white dosn't look at prince charming and say 'Thinks for the fun, big boy, but I gotta go back and try to make things work with my fucking step mother...'. WHEN THE FUCK DOES MY HAPPILY EVER AFTER BEGIN?

And I'll tell you what... If I have to settle for one more thing that is -almost- what I want... if I have to fight back the disappointment one more time, and accept the Good enough, I'm gonna really become a fucking hermit.

I can't even say that people suck, cause honestly it's not just people. It's fate, it's life, it's the whole fucking world. You know, people believe that there is no god, but that's bullshit. There has to be someone responsible for all the pain and bullshit that goes on. HEll I believe I even understand... good guys are the ones he figures are taking on the challenge, and so he shuffles all the shit toward them. I don't even have a problem with that, I'm just asking for ONE FUCKING BREAK!!! Can I have one fucking thing go right? Something happen just the way I want it to happen?

I am the way I choose to be... I'm the kind of guy who will reach out a hand to help one person even in a shit storm where a thousand people will die. That's how I am, and that's what I choose. I can't blame anyone for the result of that behavior but me. BUT I JUST WANT SOMEONE, or SOMETHING TO BE IN MY CORNER TOO... I want a hero, a savior... I want a break... I want to have something handed to me, because I'm me.

I'm sorry about this rant guys. I'll regain my composure here in a little bit... It's just bullshit and stress. Romance, Work, School, Home, it's all for shit.

And you know, I got a bulletin on myspace yesterday... one of those stupid ones that says something like 'He big boy fuck me' and when you open it it says something stupid like. "if you don't repost this you'll be butt raped by a rabid, homosexual unicorn, with a slight over bite, and hair the color of strained peaches..."

Only this one said... If you repost this you'll get laid tomorrow... if you don't, you'll have relationship problems for the next ten years... and I actually sat and thought... which is better? A night of sex, or 10 years of a relationship with problems. I mean what relationship doesn't have problems? At least it's a fucking relationship.

Is that messed up or what?

Anyways, I'm almost done with school for the semester... I only failed one class, and that's cause the teacher is a complete and total prick. I'm just waiting for the next disaster to fall into my lap. I'll be alright.

Thanks for reading and listening, and sorry to throw my sad mental state at you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Screen: "MIB, DELIVER THE GALAXY OR EARTH WILL BE DESTROYED."

Jay: Oh, now that's bullshit.

Screen: "SORRY."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CixWicked

I feel as if I have read and understand this post

[Homicidalheathen]

Sore and tired. I wonder how he feels today.....

I might go find some icy hot or something for my muscles. I wonder if that stuff works.

[Rayne]

My back hurts. BAD.

[ManicQueen]

I feel like I need a handfull of muscle relaxer's.

[Homicidalheathen]

Aw, hugs. I know how you feel buddy. I helped someone who was down on their luck BIG TIME this year...hell he slept in my house....ate my food....got him rooms when he was freezing....gave him gas money to look for jobs.....even hair cuts for christs sake. I spent a TON of time and money helping said person only to get stabbed in the back.....over and over......now he won't leave me alone. I just felt sorry for him because he was homeless and unemployed and had hurt himself....and I have been there myself. Hell, he even stayed at my friends house for months for free and wouldn't go out and look for a job...we had to tell him where to apply!

I am not going to be nice to people like that ever again.

And those chain mails?

I hate them. How dare you send me something that (which is bullshit) might curse me. I don't believe in it but I write people back and tell them never to send me that crap.

Just don't get bitter. I am sure you will find someone worthy of your attention someday.

Serious Feeling Rant coming on by Cix.

I'm sick of the world attitude that the guy who helps everyone else is the one who needs the least amount of help. I'm tired of people feeling like it's OK to shit on me because I 'got tough skin, and I can take it'. I'm tired of loosing the 'girl' because someone else needs them, and I am obviously the strong one who doesn't need anything.

I'm tired of -having- to be strong, cause heroes don't have heroes. No body comes to -my- fucking rescue.

I'm tired of the fucking lies that are published in every book, movie, and story, that says that there's a happily ever after. In those books, sleeping beauty is not an anorexic speed freak, with a piece of shit lump for a husband, an absent mother, and a shit sucking child rapist for a stepfather. And Snow white dosn't look at prince charming and say 'Thinks for the fun, big boy, but I gotta go back and try to make things work with my fucking step mother...'. WHEN THE FUCK DOES MY HAPPILY EVER AFTER BEGIN?

And I'll tell you what... If I have to settle for one more thing that is -almost- what I want... if I have to fight back the disappointment one more time, and accept the Good enough, I'm gonna really become a fucking hermit.

I can't even say that people suck, cause honestly it's not just people. It's fate, it's life, it's the whole fucking world. You know, people believe that there is no god, but that's bullshit. There has to be someone responsible for all the pain and bullshit that goes on. HEll I believe I even understand... good guys are the ones he figures are taking on the challenge, and so he shuffles all the shit toward them. I don't even have a problem with that, I'm just asking for ONE FUCKING BREAK!!! Can I have one fucking thing go right? Something happen just the way I want it to happen?

I am the way I choose to be... I'm the kind of guy who will reach out a hand to help one person even in a shit storm where a thousand people will die. That's how I am, and that's what I choose. I can't blame anyone for the result of that behavior but me. BUT I JUST WANT SOMEONE, or SOMETHING TO BE IN MY CORNER TOO... I want a hero, a savior... I want a break... I want to have something handed to me, because I'm me.

I'm sorry about this rant guys. I'll regain my composure here in a little bit... It's just bullshit and stress. Romance, Work, School, Home, it's all for shit.

And you know, I got a bulletin on myspace yesterday... one of those stupid ones that says something like 'He big boy fuck me' and when you open it it says something stupid like. "if you don't repost this you'll be butt raped by a rabid, homosexual unicorn, with a slight over bite, and hair the color of strained peaches..."

Only this one said... If you repost this you'll get laid tomorrow... if you don't, you'll have relationship problems for the next ten years... and I actually sat and thought... which is better? A night of sex, or 10 years of a relationship with problems. I mean what relationship doesn't have problems? At least it's a fucking relationship.

Is that messed up or what?

Anyways, I'm almost done with school for the semester... I only failed one class, and that's cause the teacher is a complete and total prick. I'm just waiting for the next disaster to fall into my lap. I'll be alright.

Thanks for reading and listening, and sorry to throw my sad mental state at you.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Screen: "MIB, DELIVER THE GALAXY OR EARTH WILL BE DESTROYED."

Jay: Oh, now that's bullshit.

Screen: "SORRY."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

CixWicked

[CixWicked]

Like a new man. I got some sleep last night. Got over that Melancholy hump, now I'm back to annoy the rest of the world. YAAAAAY!!!!

CixWicked

[phee]

Like a new man. I got some sleep last night. Got over that Melancholy hump, now I'm back to annoy the rest of the world. YAAAAAY!!!!

CixWicked

A melancholy hump is still a hump....

[odims_sphere]

i'm feeling a little hung over.

[Nienna]

Mega hung over and at work on 3 hrs of sleep. Please shoot me!

[odims_sphere]

Mega hung over and at work on 3 hrs of sleep. Please shoot me!

*bang**bang*

[kellygrrrrrl]

Like I have some really good friends.

[Nienna]

*bang**bang*

Merci Beaucoup.

[Anathema]

like i got hit by a truck

[ManicQueen]

... like I don't wanna be down with the sickness anymore.

[odims_sphere]

feeling kinda bloated and crampy.