What are you feeling?

[ttogreh]

I am really loving the quiet morning.... that will soon be over...

[Msterbeau]

No sarcasm here. I actually feel pretty good today. It's the other female in my office's turn to have all the stupid people on the phone today.

You mean they were smart before?

[CandyQuackenbush]

Excited about tonight.

Just got my nails done, and they are fucking sexy.

[saechalyn]

Sick.

[SuZQZ]

You mean they were smart before?

No, but at least they were quite

Looks like I posted the earlier one too soon. The stupid people found me when my co-worker went into hiding.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

tired... very tired... of it all...

[kellygrrrrrl]

no matter what I lose

[freydis]

potato soup!

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

no matter what, I still love you.

[Destroit]

No pumpkin.

No candy to throw at kids tonight.

No costume.

Haven't been to a party.

Not a single haunted house.

No Halloween decor.

No money.

My phone got shut off...and I come in today only to hear that they're cutting five more hours out of my schedule a week...

I hope Jennifer Granholm gets AIDS, that's how I feel.

[Steven]

no matter what I lose

no. sometimes we just have to be broken, or even shattered to be rebuilt the right way....

[EAF (1)]

Sad that the billionth guy I have asked out...said no...yet again...*sigh*

I hate being alone...but at the same time today is HALLOWEEN! ^_^ YAY HALLOWEEN!

[the eternal]

I feel like a marathon post that will make me late for important obligations, and will cause me to get crap from Bean later

What am I feeling?

Like I am all alone.

Like I will never find that special someone...

Like it was all for not...

Like I have a crush on someone I don't know, and quite possibly will never meet..

Like my life will never change, no matter how hard I work.

Like I will never find the antidote to my poison love.

Like I will forever leave razorblade kisses...

Like these scars will never heal

Like no one will ever understand this poetic/evil/kind/sick/twisted/depressed but at the same time in the best mood ever/understanding/loving/loyal/mind of mine...

Like ppl will never change.

This list will never end if I don't hit "Add Reply" now... here i go *presses it*

I'm feeling like you're 21 years old!!!

There are people that are still virgins at your age, or are gay and don't know it yet.

You're an intelligent attractive woman.

Things WILL change.

To quote Hillary Flammond from Top Secret!

"

People change,

hairstyles change,...

interest rates fluctuate."

G-d I love that movie.

Of course, I am a dork (posting in a geek-run board, so I'm doubly cursed)

Here's the thing:

Some people WON'T ever change,

and some will but ONLY if you tell them how they're hurting you and how that makes you feel.

For those that still won't change, you have two choices:

1. Accept that they won't change, and love them regardless.

2. Choose not to associate with them any longer.

You don't need to punish yourself by continuing to be with people that make your life difficult and hold you back.

And understand this:

Most people won't understand your mind.

They won't know exactly how you're feeling.

Even if they say "I know what you're going through,"

let's face it, they don't.

And that's okay.

You can even be friends with them,

as long as you know this and don't expect them to be something they're not,

OR expect them to understand you in a way that they're not able to.

Because they NEVER will, and it'll only lead to more frustration.

That last one took me forever to accept.

BUT, the good news is-----

some day you will meet someone who understands you,

loves you,

loves your writing,

your scattered manic depressive mind,

and even the way you (insert--oddball quirk you never thought someone would like--HERE)

and you'll be happy.

Or at the least,

you'll have someone to suffer with and give you support while you're unhappy and hopelessly goth-y.

Hang in there.

It'll get better.

You WILL be okay, soon.

I promise.

-------------------------------

Here's some chicken soup.

You know you'd be better off if you wiped that smirk off your face

and actually put on a color other than black once in a while.

Got out a little.

Turned off that mopey goth shit you always play.

OMG, I suddenly feel like I'm your mother.

Never mind.

Forget everything I said

My ear hurts.

.... and I am not looking forward to taking all four kids and the Chihuahua out trick-or-treating.

STRESSED doesn't even justify what I'm feeling right now.

*screams*

I wish I could take your kids and your Taco Bell dog for the evening so you and Phee could have a quiet night alone,

but I'm far away and have prior commitments.

I don't care what other people say: four kids is a lot to handle, especially with ear pain, and school, and emotional demands and financial obligations. It's tough.

And as much as you love your kids, YOU need a break too sometime.

Where's YOUR night out for fun and treats?

Sure, you'll look back at this later, but I hope you'll be alright tonight.

Try to get some sleep when you get home.

no matter what, I still love you.

We all love you too.

Now stop fretting, give yourself a hug, and write something foreboding.

(And remember to wash behind your ears, and say please and thank you)

Look at this photo. Try to feel the peace in your heart that she's emanating.

No pumpkin.

No candy to throw at kids tonight.

No costume.

Haven't been to a party.

Not a single haunted house.

No Halloween decor.

No money.

My phone got shut off...and I come in today only to hear that they're cutting five more hours out of my schedule a week...

I hope Jennifer Granholm gets AIDS, that's how I feel.

I'm sorry all that's happening too you

It's too bad Jenny couldn't do anything to make everyone happy AND balance the budget...

Oh that's right, GOP's former Gov. John Engler raided all the emergency/rainy day funds to make his buddies happy while not pissing off the rest of MI, and then left a whole ball of steaming crap in Granholm's lap.

It absolutely sucks what's happenning to you,

but to blame Granholm outright is to not acknowlege the mess she inherited from her forebear.

Besides the fact that MI is partially in this mess because boneheaded Big Three CEOs couldn't see the writing on the wall and actually cut costs and make fuel efficient vehicles as opposed to hanging all their hopes on the "NEW V12 8 miles/gallon Chevy Destroyer SUV".*

*not a real car

(To avoid mod PMs I will take my response off the air---or more accurately in the appropriate Politics thread)

Chernobyl,

Be strong! Remember, one of the reasons you're in this position is that you're going to school to prepare for a better life.

Advanced education is the best immunization to bad govt mismanagement and skilled labor job losses.

In a few years, you'll be making more money than all of us, and we'll be begging you for rides in your all new V12 Chevy Destroyer (Hey, it seats 20 and has a modified lift for all your DBK necessities)

________________________________________________________________________________

___________

AS FOR ME--

I feel like I want to be married to BW---- right now, right now, right now!

I hate that I'm so far away from her, that situations beyond my control prohibit our union at this time,

and I miss her sooo much

I just want her sweet face looking at me AS I lay my head on my pillow at night.

________________________________________________________________________________

_______

Oh well, since you're all in such a g-ddamn good fucking mood---

Happy Motherf^%&ing Halloween everyone

[bean]

to sum up my day:

I'm already bored with your melodrama

grrrr

aww

gag

[odims_sphere]

to sum up my day:

I'm already bored with your melodrama

grrrr

aww

gag

I'm feeling that the sodium queen should go to luna tonight!

[bean]

I'm feeling that the sodium queen should go to luna tonight!

I'm feeling that luna is literally a mile from the sodium queen's home, so that may be a possibility!

[odims_sphere]

I'm feeling that luna is literally a mile from the sodium queen's home, so that may be a possibility!

I feel that a couple of demon death dealers will be there, and that ther "shouldn't" be any choking envolved!

[bean]

I feel that a couple of demon death dealers will be there, and that ther "shouldn't" be any choking envolved!

I'm feeling that if there were any choking involved, the sodium queen would approve!

[bean]

I'm feeling territorial.....

the eternal is mine mine mine mine mine!!

[SuZQZ]

I'm feeling thankful that BW shares what is her's with the rest of us!

[Hellion]

Annoyed

Wondering why the bipolar ppl have not disappeared yet

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I feel like a marathon post that will make me late for important obligations, and will cause me to get crap from Bean later

I'm feeling like you're 21 years old!!!

There are people that are still virgins at your age, or are gay and don't know it yet.

You're an intelligent attractive woman.

Things WILL change.

To quote Hillary Flammond from Top Secret!

"

People change,

hairstyles change,...

interest rates fluctuate."

G-d I love that movie.

Of course, I am a dork (posting in a geek-run board, so I'm doubly cursed)

Here's the thing:

Some people WON'T ever change,

and some will but ONLY if you tell them how they're hurting you and how that makes you feel.

For those that still won't change, you have two choices:

1. Accept that they won't change, and love them regardless.

2. Choose not to associate with them any longer.

You don't need to punish yourself by continuing to be with people that make your life difficult and hold you back.

And understand this:

Most people won't understand your mind.

They won't know exactly how you're feeling.

Even if they say "I know what you're going through,"

let's face it, they don't.

And that's okay.

You can even be friends with them,

as long as you know this and don't expect them to be something they're not,

OR expect them to understand you in a way that they're not able to.

Because they NEVER will, and it'll only lead to more frustration.

That last one took me forever to accept.

BUT, the good news is-----

some day you will meet someone who understands you,

loves you,

loves your writing,

your scattered manic depressive mind,

and even the way you (insert--oddball quirk you never thought someone would like--HERE)

and you'll be happy.

Or at the least,

you'll have someone to suffer with and give you support while you're unhappy and hopelessly goth-y.

Hang in there.

It'll get better.

You WILL be okay, soon.

I promise.

-------------------------------

Here's some chicken soup.

You know you'd be better off if you wiped that smirk off your face

and actually put on a color other than black once in a while.

Got out a little.

Turned off that mopey goth shit you always play.

OMG, I suddenly feel like I'm your mother.

Never mind.

Forget everything I said

We all love you too.

Now stop fretting, give yourself a hug, and write something foreboding.

(And remember to wash behind your ears, and say please and thank you)

Look at this photo. Try to feel the peace in your heart that she's emanating.

TY TY TY.. at least someone hears me.. it was a bad day, when i wrote that. I was frustrated. Sometimes, tho i have lived w/ my depression for a long long long time, and know how to channel it into something creative, it gets the best of me... damn you depression... oh welll... its when i'm most creative. Thanks for our words. It REALLY means a lot to me. *hugs* hehehe... well... i have but one thing to say: HAPPY PAGAN NEW YEAR/HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

happy haunting, everyone...

[Msterbeau]

Slightly grumpy.

I do believe I will go have a drink with the other peeps at Luna.

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

feels all left out.. but then again.. i do have to watch my god borthers...

[Jadis]

feeling happy.

tired.

a little excited for tomorrow! WOO HOO