What are you feeling?

[phee]

Hungry as *insert your metaphore here*.

[bean]

fuck everything.

hopeless.

like some people are way too self important.

[jynxxxedangel]

As if there are many things I don't know much about going on here, and I don't want to know anymore than I do already.

EDIT TO CLARIFY: Regarding certain things; I did not mean to offend anyone. I stumbled accidentally over a few tangled webs, and it has caused me to be more cautious about where I tread.

[creatureofthenyte]

I felt an itch on my back, so I scratched it.

[Hellion]

Like my 18 year old nephew needs to learn on how to take care of animals.that shit really annoys me.

[TitsMcGee]

I just got done posting all the Ren Fest weekends and now my daughter is trying to convince me she NEEDS a Hannah Montana wig ...

um, no.

I feel ..... hungry, but I don't know what to do about that. *ponders*

Hannah Montatna just needs to go away. My sister lets my 5 year old niece watch all that shit I think she's nuts.

[bean]

everything is ruined. there is no point to anything anymore.

[TitsMcGee]

I dont know the particulars hun but I hope this helps a little

everything is ruined. there is no point to anything anymore.

[bean]

I dont know the particulars hun but I hope this helps a little

thanks. I'm glad someone cares.

[Guest Megalicious]

Flattered. I just got a really nice compliment from someone I think is extremely attractive.

[TitsMcGee]

thanks. I'm glad someone cares.

if you need to talk my messenger names are on my profile k.

[Rayne]

Majour hugs to Bean!

As for me, I am in a whole lot of pain. Nasty, nasty pain that the heavy meds aren't even making a dent in.

I'm actually contemplating if I can hold out until morning or not.

[Rayne]

Glad that's over with.

Most bizarre 4 hours of my life - easily. I'm going to try and sleep now.

[peelingchrome]

Angry that I have to be up in three and a half hours for a 10 hr workday and I'm not tired yet.

[the eternal]

Like I should have dropped my lawyer months ago.

Like I have been making some poor major decisions.

Like this is my livejournal, and that's why I unload here.

Like people's support is appreciated, but never expected.

Like I don't think anything revolves around me.

Like I'm not delusional to think my life matters that much,

nor am I melodramatic enough to be saying that to fish for sympathy (No one's life matters that much)

Like I talked to my good friend and she said to me:

"You have a really good intuitive sense, and you always operate against it"

Like I need to listen to my gut more often.

Like I want to spend my life with Bean,

but I wonder if I should've delayed things a bit to get the court things taken care of.

Like I'm between a rock and a hard place.

I want every day and every night with her, but it can't be at the expense of something else.

Like I still miss her, even thoguh I don't always tell her that or give her the support she deserves.

Like I'm going to have to stop posting for awhile.

Tomorrow morning I'm going to a new computer that's monitored, and I don't have internet at my present home

(pre-Royal Oak)

And that's good.

Because I think I've played myself out on this thread anyway.

Thank you to those who've been kind.

I hope to see you all soon o the board and/or at the club.

You guys take care.

[TitsMcGee]

extremely worried

[bean]

hopeful that Rayne's pain will go away.

I feel like I'm a mistake.

I feel dead inside.

[jynxxxedangel]

Like insomnia sucks..time to kick up the tunes and forget what time it is.

This is MY reality, who cares what the normal people do on their own time?

[GothicRavenGoddess (3)]

I feel that Bean and Eteranl diserve happiness more than anyone I know, and that everyone that's pissing on their parade needs to get their fucking act together. It breaks my heart to see such a lovely pair of souls, suffering becasue of someone ele's stupidity. It also pisses me off that they have come so far, and now there are things standing in their way. If I could knock all the road blocks down, i would. And I'd fuck up all those damn people trying to get in the way of them being happy. Cuz I those two.

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Me: i feel my sore throat, still, and pain in my abdomin, and butterflies, as well.

[TitsMcGee]

Useless, and like I can't even help myself how am supposed to help someone when they come to me for it? I feel like a failure.

[ManicQueen]

I feel like after reading Eternals post.. my heart hurt's for him and Bean.

I'm feeling pretty alone right now and I kinda like it.

[ManicQueen]

Like I need to drop my car off at the shop.. think my fuel filter is shot.

[phee]

I feal that there is no such thing as karma, balance, or fairness in the universe.... Bean and Eternal.... you know what I feel for you

and I really hope my wife is doing better today

[hunhee]

Like I don't like hearing things like this..

Like I'm going to have to stop posting for awhile.

And even MORE worried about reading things like this..

hopeful that Rayne's pain will go away.

I feel like I'm a mistake.

I feel dead inside.

Like I'm tired..

[phee]

Like I am dragging my knuckles