Suicide.

[Morbid Side]

Wasn't there already a thread made about this not to long ago? Nevermind that, but I could go on all day about cheating with death. I will say that the best way to put it, and I don't care if this offends anyone if you're that content on taking your life you won't call your own bluff, you will just do it. But there's enough to be said about it that everytime I hear that someone is going to do it, they always back out at the last second.

[Homicidalheathen]

A work friend of ours 21 yr old daughter killed herself last week.....it just made me start thinking about it again. It just seems like such a waste of life.

[cptdeath]

IMO If I have nothing to live for

and have lost everything in my life

no matter what it was,whats the use of

suffering,suffering is worse than dying.

there is no law that says you have to suffer.

this is just my opinion,no one needs to agree with it.

i often would want to die and sometimes still do. i fear not death. sometimes i crave it. often i remind myself "it is without honor". I feel it is a very selfish act plus you die. look at it like everyone dies eventualy so wait for it. i personolly feel it would be very detrimental to those around me. it would be wrong to couse so much pain to the people who care about me. it's in those people that i find purpose for life. so i would take a bullet for a total stranger but i would feel guilty if i knew i could have avoided it and didn't because of those people. it would feel nice to be released from such pain. i actually feel it's cruel to let me keep living sometimes if your gonna do it do it all the way don't leave me stuck half way.

anyway i saw this cute lovey tatto the other day. It said love is stronger then death in a heart with clouds and angel wings. that made me really sad cause i figured it would stop there. so thats one less reason to off myself it won't help. besides i met a girl a week ago and the world seems like such a beutifull place right now as she put it. it's hard for people who see how much fun i have to understand my mindset. when my life is threatened I smile all happy like i'm in love but when you threaten the life of someone i care about it's all different. their is one person who did both and a year later were still friends, cause i'm the man.

fate (my boy) finds purpose for me. I'm usefull to destiny. it's no reason to live but i get to help a friend an thats cool.