Enochian_Deity Posted June 30, 2005 Author Posted June 30, 2005 I am always reading Zecharia Sitchin's books on Sumeria. How aliens seeded this planet for slave labor. But I wanna read Lovecraft and haven't yet.. I just found this site so hello, and yeah I wanna talk more later. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> Here are some cool links. They have the entire document in acrobat format. Read and enjoy. Part 1 Part 2 Necronomicon Spell Book Please remember this has the classification of fiction, but it is a very interesting read. For those looking for other stuff. Here is a cool link that has many great occult books in acrobat format. Many Occult books
cptdeath Posted July 7, 2005 Posted July 7, 2005 I am just curious to if any people have compared the works of the ficticional writer H.P Lovecraft with archeological finds. It is amazing how accurate some of his information is. I find it fascinating. How did he know? It's easy to find this stuff with the internet, but how did he do it. Why are many of the beings he described, atuall beings worshiped at the craddle of civilization? Here is some more information on Sumeria. It has many links Links validating the existance of Sumeria <{POST_SNAPBACK}> I should't tell you this but the book found him. It really is a terrable offense to think about the book let alone speak of it. I feel it call to me there is much to be done now. :fear the book has a will that is exerted against normal good and evil outside of the worlds destiny. it's a horrable will an abbomination but still since it exists it can find a place to be to be is it's goal. your choices are your own and it existed long before man :fear I've dealt with the book before and now I am
cptdeath Posted July 7, 2005 Posted July 7, 2005 Well, there is a very big difference in the energy of Cthula, and what I attempted while a teenager. I have not read the book in over 2 decades. If my memory is correct there is a duality within the book, this duality is found in all religions. There were the Elder Gods~ theoretically good, and the Ancient Ones ~ their theoretical opposite. Personally the utilization of good and evil are words that I avoid when expressing myself. But this single thing done about 25 years was to protect my body from the Ancient Ones, robbers, and malicious people. The path is very similar to the Enochian system. It involved traveling to many spheres, and battling the negativity. A successful win would bring about some form of enlightenment. Please remember until the end, which no one can accurately predict; there should be a balance in magickal systems. Many have enormous veils to protect un-initiated people from experiencing things they are not prepared to deal with. There is what is called Sumerian blood rites. This is the negative stuff you may be thinking of. I know of people who practice this, but they are greatly avoided. I know nothing about their rituals work, just that they exist. The Sumerian religion predates Babylon. One of the spheres to visit was the sphere of Inana. She became the Babylonian Deity Ishtar, and may have very well become the Roman and Greek Goddess Venus, and Aphrodite. (Research will yield she is both Venus and Aphrodite; but it’s something I have not personally validated) Here is a link describing Inana Inana of Sumeria and Istar of Babylon the same There is no way that anyone can convince me it is a negative force. I don’t want to be bold, but many people who practice religions don’t realize that their supreme deity or object of worship, may have other names, and been worshiped by many previous civilizations. This type of study may be one of the distinguishing factors between high magick and low magic. This concept leads to the conclusion that even the supreme deity of all, may have more than one name. Here is a little mythology link to get the concept out. Ishtar Venus and Aphrotite may possibly be the same The link gives the concept of Ishtar and Venus being the same. The earlier link gave the concept of the Sumerian Inana from the necronomicon and Ishtar . This may come somewhat shocking, but many pagans and witches may even adorn this deity, and not even know it’s origin as a Sumerian goddess, and part of the necronomicon practice. My favorite quote from Crowley is not “Do what thou wilt” but “There is a spark of divine in all religions” having the knowledge to distinguish it is the present day problem with most practitioners. THis goes back to the duality PS. I do not follow all the works of Crowley, but he has produced some remarkable documents; on both yoga and philosophy. Just a little something personal. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> the girl I mentioned had a nickname Ishtar, apperently a coincidnce as she had never Known the word necronomican also my xher dad hurt and tortured all her siblings as well
cptdeath Posted July 7, 2005 Posted July 7, 2005 :fear I've been in over 30 car accidents. Statisticly you don't survive past 3 I've been declared dead before and awake i did. MY hole body felt like pins and needles and my heart was cold and asleep I remember thinking "cool" ever feel your leg asleep. try having your insides feel like that the watcher does not protect only the will of the book can let you die before it's done with you now. I'm the same What brought me here today for all this evil to spread? I've made alliance with Nagral once. Steel and blood There is no duality the book exists without opposite case in point your fear lead you to try the watcher your quest for enlightenmeant an knowledge is negative. Knowledge is power power corrupts.you seek power cause of fear. Much can be learned from yoda. An agent of the darkside you are the seed has been planted welcome to detroit don't worry about sumeria :fear I suggest you do everything to cultivate good karma and think less about the fear that drives your quest for knowledge/power A former brother of my sect was visited in a dream after reading the book. A giant 9 foot tall demon sat him down on his couch. sat next to him on the couch and spoke to him in a different language all night. When he woke up the next day he realized he could read and speak a different language. He still can to this day but never will he reveal the secret to any not even me these days. Yet i've seen the pages and pages in some different text. I've seen the gifts he's gotten and what it costs. The power is unaccessable to those without great devotion to cousing harm for fun. You might not belive this but I watched as he tried to teach me to pass his hands through glass like a ghost. I learned things and gained power myself so I'll probably allways be welcome back to the darkside it's nice to feel welcome where ever you go. But I charish my honor and would not disgrace myself I care nothing for personel gain or my own life only the people that I would protect what power i have i hold in reserve as do you vulger display's of power are forbiden by the ones that give it. It's not jewlry and can be very taxing on your health. Iv'e battled ghosts and left then scarred and scared bleeding open to the pain of wounds deep and astral I went to hang out at a S.C.A. meeting for my first time and there stood a 20 foot ceramic Chathulu statue wicka people hate me without knowing why as my presence couses great discomfort and even unbridled hatred without them even seeing my face try to observe other peoples aura's and they will feel you watching them as fear rises inside them. you'll grow hungry for the taste of their spirit I value trust and respect more then monitary value. I value friendship above all else but the past my past did exist I used to value survival of the fittest back when i was young but my servival is almost without relevance these days so I live for the people
cptdeath Posted July 7, 2005 Posted July 7, 2005 :fear my favorite thing is consumption of spirit by eating. that McDonalds ad about a fruit buzz is evil. "in order for something to survive something else must be destroyed" Worf consumption of portians of life force is natural not disgusting I've never eaten my own kind so that i don't know about but elk is by far the best flesh I've ever consumed the power that lies in flesh is good. I believe that consuming the spirit and the flesh honors the death of something by giving it natural purpose and is an act of respect as well. I often wished that all my friends would consume portions of me as a last wish so that I might be able to exist and get drunk with them in there hearts I thought i was original but then i remembered jesus does that shit allready
Enochian_Deity Posted July 9, 2005 Author Posted July 9, 2005 I truly don’t want to get into an argument nature, but I dis-agree with you 100%. I am not some evil person. High magick will lead you to learn to bind control, and interrogate negative influences; this will occur only once you have successfully become master of the elements and self. To achieve true knowledge and conversation of the holy guardian angel is not something given. It’s something earned. I have done successfully the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram. This is a ritual that brings forth the 4 arch angels. These are not fallen angels, but a divine positive force. Just as my style requires binding negative forces with divine energy or proper pronounced words of power, a negative practitioner would not have a blissful and harmonious experience when dealing with divine energy. I do not deal with the necronomicon or its practice. This was something that interested me as a teenager. I study and practice the advance stages of Enochian magic, along with many ancient ceremonial practices. It’s considered the language of angels. But the Church of Satan utilizes the same keys. This is the duality in all things until the end. Yoga is the proper way to achieve the altered states of consciousness to deal with the other planes of existence. I use no drug, or sex acts to harness or focus energy. I will not say those are evil, but against my personal path. Pranayamma and Samadhi are some of the best yoga procedures to prepare the mind. Perhaps you should read more about the Qliphotic forces. Study the tree of life. You will learn there are constructive and destructive forces in all magick. It’s the choice of the practitioner to understand the difference, or become something I am not. Divination is a good start, but there are much stronger methods; the stronger methods you must discover for yourself. If you truly read the entire book “Necromomicon” you will see Lilith is one of the entities involved in the book. I have personally taken some Kabala classes from and actual Rabbi; their doctrine mentions her as the second wife of Adam, and the vessel many seeds were planted; and not all harvested yet. PS. Have you ever done path working or studies the dark night of the soul? Crossing the abyss is my goal. It requires an understanding over all forms of energy. If you don’t fully understand them, or have been in control with them; you will rapidly decay in spiritual growth. The will fall much faster than you ascend. Presently I am still ascending, are you? It is my belief you are confused with the practice of Chutula and the climbing of the ladder of lights. Think about the ladder of lights, you meet a savior near the end. Doesn’t that concept seam very familiar with other positive forms of magick? Your allegiance... Was it Nergral??? If so you didn’t do your research on the force. Most books like the necronomicon don’t tell you how to accurately do anything. It requires an initiated individual or someone who uses it as a guide but not 100% factual. An understanding of gematria, demonology, alchemy, and fundamentals of elements are required; or the book is just make believe. Kind of like Alice in Wonderland and the Wizard of Ozz. Here is some information on Nergral. There is no Nagral in the book. If I am wrong, you voluntarily admit who you made allegiance with. I will provide you some information, and perhaps I am correct and you chose the negative site. Nergal is referenced in the bible. So where do you get your concept about their existence and age? Link Nergal is god of the underworld, and sits with Ereshkigal (Killer of the saviour) I never said the book was correct. It is veiled so uninitiated people can not get into trouble (or just fiction). You my friend have no idea of the being you performed allegiance with. Or do you? Link2 Nergal may be one of the latter to fall. Read an actual ancient text about the being. Read what the professors say. I did explored it as a teenager. But have leared to gather, and cross refference as much about the object of evocation long before it is comtemplated.
cptdeath Posted July 12, 2005 Posted July 12, 2005 :fear I appreciate our conversation very much.How much is make believe and how much is meant to seem so? I undertand alot but I am guided by forces considered MAKE BELIEVE. I'll not speak the names readily as it its a sacralige to MY PATH. Nagrel was a beast divined for war by others a sorta lion scorpion mix what happened or happens is my business but a ritual of steel and blood was performed and results were faverable. Of course great evil has a stainig quality and a hefty price. I fight for good when I can or I don't usually fight, save for sport. The act of battle is a way for me to grow and weaken or change into the thing I'm directed to be I'm not uninitiated just factually hazy. I no nothing of your enochian path. I share with you my knowledge as a gift. As an act of good to prevent you from ascending with a little advice. Or should that be a path you can't avoid to best facilitate your departure off the deed end. I don't study or practice I am what I am. the book is evil outside of opposites I know that everything must have an opposite to exist I know the book does not have an opposite. Most all energy you strugle to understand has an opposite posative and negative. WHAT I'm telling you free of charge is that this energy is an abomination in this world and trancends to all others I've seen, It exists without opposite. don't f@ck around less you want that for yourself. If you can pretend it doesn't exist then it will not exist in a sense. I'd just hate for all your faiths and beliefs to crumble to dust and leave you hollow and ripe for it. Just realize that if your on the right side you'll be happy and not fear death. I'm sure that you have responsabilities in this life that give you purpose for living. That give your life a value. In the absense of faith you can't realize your self worth or purpose. If what you believe is taken from you your life will not be of value in your own eyes. As far as what you do,and what you believe, compared to my existance I would continue on the way your going but don't pretend to know whats at the end of the jurney be prepared for deception. seems your being led some where and what informs you has power over you. do you know to what end you serve? What if I'm right and your just f#cked following a path that leads to the teeth of the mouth that set you on it. I'm allways carefull after serving in the past and now working freelance I have a partnership with fate and work as a tool of destiny as it sometimes needs help but my roots still lie were they do in the power of this MAKE BELIEVE book. My past experiences should be headed. I'm an old school veteran in a strong sense. I'ts better not to follow as the view sucks the whole way and the jurney is what you do. What you do is real so keep focused on whats real and what is without honor. there is alot of good in what you practice but you might be a tool and a sacrifice unwittingly. your strugle to understand all energies is an expenditure of energy itself. things might exist that feed off those energies and grant you power to strugle more. your intent to understand is a way that your probably being controled or bent to some other form of power as your intent seems to be rooted in something evil, at least in my oppinion,wich I'd hope you would value. don't follow if you value what you believe in theres teeth in that light i think good and evil, a peice of a whole at one end it becomes the other. don't fight so hard to get there or you just might. Your path seems to be a good one but I fear it will consume you. Yes i must be confused but also I know what the f%ck the deal is hommie. So as why I don't serve either side exclusevly but help this thing fate along in turn i get little bonusses unexpectedly at no cost plus no one is using me against my will and I'm free. This freedom is something I have in common with fate thus we can find common ground to build a good relationship. Yes much evil radiates from me but in a healthy form and I do much good in action. Fate is good and evil but holds much sway on karma actions couse karma reactions not thoughts or feelings. I enjoy making my own role when I feel it's necessary. Never am i guided but helping a friend out when i act as an agent of destiny. I have roots in darkness of great evil and am well recieved on the darkside, they say "ah sh^t it's marc, how you been whats up good to see you" and i get respect and trust from evil things. On the side of light they are cautios but appreciate my help. I get a chance and my trust and respect i give are appreciated and returned on that side. Surprising to me is the way I universalize. two enimy's are both my friend and I value my friendships. As a whole I exist, free of charge. Whats up is good and evil are the same weather you follow one or the other thay meet somewere, sometimes through me :fear :fear would love to keep bullshiting but I feel i most go for now thanks for listening and watch your back couse I think your cought in a grinder surrounded and there is ALLWAYS some one bigger more powerfull that youll come up against if you fight for one side. then they can't do anything but consume you or abanndon you to the enimy during a retreat. see I'm boy's with that bigger guy I go way back with his boy's and so on. hope you understand and don't get deffensive I like what you do man it's good at first look and your trying. But that's what worries me to :fear
SaGa Posted July 21, 2005 Posted July 21, 2005 iv seen a book on this at woldenbooks or whatever book store. but had to leav to quickly to readlly have a good look
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