Jesus or me?

[Saephyr]

Nope I don't blame any part of the trinity here.

I blame the man. He knew my faith, he took me into his life, THEN he dumped his idealogy on me after love got involved. Not fair.

All faiths have the same basis within themselves...to believ in the good inside our souls and such. Practice love and basicly behave yourself right? I acknowledge the Christian faith. They have had their trials just as Pagans have..no doubt.

I have no bias against anything EXCEPT pretending to be a servant to a faith you only DABBLE in and don't accept all the rules to. I mean it's all written down and there for you to read and almost everyone takes 1 thing and tosses it out for their own sake or ignores what should be their intention and action. It's Hypocracy. I'm guilty of prejudices and bias but I don't blatently blow the truth off to the side when it's 'convienient' for me.

Point being..shit or get of the loo!

I know I'm safe now and will be in my other existense.

That should be enough when you find a real love and want them around forever. Have a little 'faith' in MY decisions for my own soul. In the very least..respect it.

[Guest Megalicious]

That should be enough when you find a real love and want them around forever.

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Sometimes its not enough...... . As as much as you FEEL love, and loved by him, it doesnt change the fact in reality it will never work if he is not willing to except you for who and what you are. You must realize that you deserve BETTER. You deserve to be treated with resepect. However what your love truely believes ... what his faith allow him to believe is reality ... is that you need to be saved. And in denying him that you shatter his faith structure, whether or not you are aware of it. You want the one you love to share, grow, love and laugh with you in life. To learn and teach , to be friend and lover. You cant do that if your consently tear eachother down ... once a again .. whether or not you are aware of it ....

[Rayne]

That should be enough when you find a real love and want them around forever. Have a little 'faith' in MY decisions for my own soul. In the very least..respect it.

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I couldn't have said it better Saephyr my dear.

[Brenda Starrr]

**Hugs for Saephyr**

I'm sorry, honey. I wish I knew what to say. =(

[Saephyr]

**Hugs for Saephyr**

I'm sorry, honey. I wish I knew what to say. =(

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You have just said it my friend. Hugs by the way..are stronger than the best medicines in the world

[Saephyr]

I couldn't have said it better Saephyr my dear.

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Why thank you. I'm sure you understand how this must feel.

You know...

I would rather have all my illnesses attack me at once ..and be in horrid pain forever...than to be unloved.

Especially by friends

[Brenda Starrr]

You have just said it my friend. Hugs by the way..are stronger than the best medicines in the world 

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When I come back to Detroit in the Spring, I'll be sure to give you a real hug.

[Steven]

Why thank you. I'm sure you understand how this must feel.

You know...

I would rather have all my illnesses attack me at once ..and be in horrid pain forever...than to be unloved.

Especially by friends 

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..... wish I knew how to say this Saephyr, I normally dont struggle to say what I think...but you are just so, so, so NOT unloved.

Cant preach to you, not cool, I know that. Can I just say that I beleive - truly beleive - that the best of your years are ahead of you - and that I beleive in a God as real as the breath in my lungs - and that he would do anything to reach you just to touch your hair.... that's how he is.....that's how it works....

I'm sorry you got hurt.

Forgive him, so you can be free.

Steven

[Scary Guy]

Unlike Brenda I know what to say, and you have your answer.

I know I wouldn't want anyone to try to change me, I'm like a large mountain made of solid highly compressed atoms, unmovable. You're the same way with your faith, and probably other things as well. If he saw it and knew he may have had this plan all along which is just cruel then. It's cruel anyhow that he should do this to you.

I like Karma, and if there is an afterlife and you've lived a good life then you should go someplace good no matter what your beliefs are/religion is. Any god/ideology/religion that doesn't think that I have no respect for.

[Brenda Starrr]

but you are just so, so, so NOT unloved.

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Steven is right.

[bean]

*hugs* I'm here for you sweet pea, you know that.