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Like it took two days to get home.

Like there was frost inside and outside of the truck the whole trip home.

Like last night was the worst I've ever seen, weather wise.

Like -15 was a high in most of our trip.

Like a blizzard is nothing to fuck with.

Like I am happy that we had my parents with us for the trip home.

Like my Grandmother's funeral was perfect. She planed it herself. Which I think that means that my Grandma finally earned herself some goth points. Heh.

And also like I was never expecting anything from my Grandma before her death, or after it, but she told my Aunt Chris to give me her Wedding ring. So soon I am going to have it x-rayed, then cleaned, then x-rayed again to make sure they didn't swipe my diamonds. *there is 3 in it*, and then I am going to have it insured. This is the only thing my Grandma gave me, and said I was to get it, and I am going to hold on to it forever. She told my Aunt that if I wanted the Diamonds removed, and made into a more up-to-date ring, she was okay with it. She knew it was never a style for anyone but her, but she wanted me to have it, and if I melt it down, and turn it into my own wedding ring, she would be happy nontheless.

I miss her so much. I cried when they carried the casket away. I just couldn't let go...I didn't want to let go.... but I had to, and it hurt. Because at that point, I knew that my Grandma Knight wasn't going to answer her phone anymore. I still haven't deleted her number from my cell phone. She wasn't going to make me anymore cards and tell me about the weather while I am in Iraq.

*sighs* Atleast I had Odims there to be my strength, and let me cry on him.

:grouphug Glad to have you guys back. I missed your (and Odims') presence here the last few days.

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Annoyed... someone stole the left over pizza I brought for lunch out of the fridge.... and not all of it just some of it.... The nerve...

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happier than a pig in shit ;-)

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Trepidation with a touch of happy, hopefulness, trepidation and a massive load of confusion. All well worht it though..

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Like it took two days to get home.

Like there was frost inside and outside of the truck the whole trip home.

Like last night was the worst I've ever seen, weather wise.

Like -15 was a high in most of our trip.

Like a blizzard is nothing to fuck with.

Like I am happy that we had my parents with us for the trip home.

Like my Grandmother's funeral was perfect. She planed it herself. Which I think that means that my Grandma finally earned herself some goth points. Heh.

And also like I was never expecting anything from my Grandma before her death, or after it, but she told my Aunt Chris to give me her Wedding ring. So soon I am going to have it x-rayed, then cleaned, then x-rayed again to make sure they didn't swipe my diamonds. *there is 3 in it*, and then I am going to have it insured. This is the only thing my Grandma gave me, and said I was to get it, and I am going to hold on to it forever. She told my Aunt that if I wanted the Diamonds removed, and made into a more up-to-date ring, she was okay with it. She knew it was never a style for anyone but her, but she wanted me to have it, and if I melt it down, and turn it into my own wedding ring, she would be happy nontheless.

I miss her so much. I cried when they carried the casket away. I just couldn't let go...I didn't want to let go.... but I had to, and it hurt. Because at that point, I knew that my Grandma Knight wasn't going to answer her phone anymore. I still haven't deleted her number from my cell phone. She wasn't going to make me anymore cards and tell me about the weather while I am in Iraq.

*sighs* Atleast I had Odims there to be my strength, and let me cry on him.

:grouphug:grouphug:grouphug

sick of this bullshit.

Like I'm walking a tightrope and I'm not perfect, and sometimes I have to pick my battles.

Oh, any my ex is a manic-depressive psycho, and I don't want to end up with a knife in my head one morning.

Like an overwhelming majority of the population is alarmingly moronic. Either that or I have been an idiot magnet for the last 24 hours.

Moody and weepy.

NO, most people ARE alarmingly stupid.

I have this dumb faith in humanity.

I have this ridiculous idealism that we can actually come together and make this world better.

I don't know why.

But I'm always reminded how pointless that is on days like this.

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On a positive, I finally made some money today.

About f&^%ing time!

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Like, my tooth is in pain and I may have to go to the dentist

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Like I really miss my Bean.

Like I want to make latkes Friday for DGN Bowling, since they were such a hit at Candy's party.

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Like I just put on Speedcore to drown out my co-workers horrid 50s doo-wop singing.

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Like I gotta go home.

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Like I'm drinking a BEER!!!

called Portsmouth Lager made by the Smuttynose Brewing Co. of Portsmouth, New Hampshire, and it is....dare I say....delish.

oh and I feel as though I kicked some major ass at work today and got a shitload of work done.

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Worn out

After a slow drive home from work

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Like I can't get warm!

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Cold and lonely... and like I'm getting sick again.

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Like Morbid Suicide just summed up my day at werk.

Like my Odims is the bestest. He made me comfort food for dinner. He made me just what I wanted, Grilled Cheese and Soup.

...it's so good after an hour long drive home, when it should have only taken me 20 minutes.

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I have caught the sick from my kids. Thankfully, it's just a bad cold.

I'm always sick in the winter. Like ALLLLL winter.

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Like I'm walking a tightrope and I'm not perfect, and sometimes I have to pick my battles.

Oh, any my ex is a manic-depressive psycho, and I don't want to end up with a knife in my head one morning.

I feel like you always assume I'm referring to you or the frequent displays of insanity from Queen Psycho...

maybe I was talking about the snow

or my job

or my insane mother

or the cat

or my car

or my massive pile of bills

or the idiotic idiots I deal with daily

etc etc.

you get spankings later :spank:pimp

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People = Shit.

naw dude....just the shitty ones do.

but at some point you need to learn to smell em when their comin....and dont step it int if at all possible.

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much better, now.

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A bit improved

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I feel like you always assume I'm referring to you or the frequent displays of insanity from Queen Psycho...

maybe I was talking about the snow

or my job

or my insane mother

or the cat

or my car

or my massive pile of bills

or the idiotic idiots I deal with daily

etc etc.

you get spankings later :spank:pimp

How is that a punishment??

Anyway, I think that was my guilt talking.

You put up with so much shit with my ex, I sometimes can't believe you're still with me.

Of course, I stand up to her a LOT more than I used to,

because of the strength I got from, well, you.

I feel like I'm very lucky to have a wonderful person who understands and loves me.

They're really really hard to come by.

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Like some things never do or well change

I feel the shackles comming off

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I'm feeling COLD ...

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Like some things are so cliche right now.

Drama!

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I feel like pancakes.

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I feel that I don't want to go to work, and I just want to do my Homework.

I feel that I am happy I turned my resume in.

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I give up! Like even good things have their horrible dark hurting side.

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