What are you feeling?

[jynxxxedangel]

Like I'm NEVER gonna get out of this motherfucking HOUSE!!!

I am in some serious need of HELP!!!!!!

This is entirely too much for one person to do!!!!

[punk_princess]

alright i guess

[the eternal]

Ok, if you're single you may not want read this, becuase it may make you puke.

And I don't like inducing nausea.

I logged on to say I'm feeling this momentary repite from stress and worry about the move and my possible soon loss of employment due to relocation to be....

really really excited

In three weeks: Bean and I go to Chicago to see friends and enjoy three days of

kickass music (Rage, NIN, Radiohead, Love and Rockets, Gogol Bordello, etc)

and then world class museums and attractions

In four weeks: we will be married on the beaches of Hawaii.

In five weeks: we will start our life together in RO.

AND

In six weeks we will have a small after-wedding party where someone with more money than us will (let us pray)

give us our china pattern

(that's literally all we need)--

We went in to buy a gift for a friend of ours-she a g-ddamn hick and

Her registry was THREE DOZEN PAGES LONG!

Honestly gang, if the most deluxe cooking you've ever done is reheat your Little Ceaser's pizza, do you really

need a $599 gold plated deluxe fondue set with matching ice bucket?

Really?

I said fuck it--took out page 1-3, scanned it for a minute and, in the shortest decision my indecisive brain

has ever recorded said---

"Bean ,

(Because apparently we call each other by our DGN screen names in dept stores now )"-

I said "Bean--let's get this and that and that and be done with it."

Then when it came to register us it was 1.5 pages---and we padded it.

SOOO,

Anyone that wants to get us the $3.99 premium napkin rings we've always dreamed of,

PM Bean Water or Eternal.

We also need $2.99 placemats, if you're wondering.

NOW...

why am I excited TODAY?

The Rabbi just finished working on our ketubah (marriage contract) and it's fucking beautiful!

Bean's dress just came in, and from what she told me it's gorgeous AND

it apparently makes her boobs and ass look big--

which when you get down to it--is all I really care about

(that and that she likes it---but STILL )

Oh, how could my ADD-addled brain forget that---

my ring just came in too.

It aint beautiful,

OR fancy,

but it's simple and classic-looking, which is what I like.

So this is good too!

Life isn't perfect I know

I probably have more concerns than some of the lil emos on here

---Besides the no job/no money scare in three weeks----

(and I have no family so no safety net)

I haven't heard from my lawyer,

and I think I'm getting near my retainer amount,

and I have no idea when I'm going back to court to fight the psycho ex, which freaks me out,

AND the no paper alarm from the company printer (which is placed six inches from my head)

is shrieking at 50 decibels right now and WON'T FUCKING STOP!,

but you know what...

for the next moment or two,

I really don't give a shit

I can't wait for August!!!!!!!!!

[Rayne]

In four weeks: we will be married on the beaches of Hawaii.

Four weeks is my birthday ..... I better see pictures, or I will personally hunt you down.

I feel happy for Bean and Eternal ... despite all the chaotic court/custody/surgery/and other junk going on over here that is making me stress out way beyond normal.

[phee]

Thinking that Hawaii would be fun with Bean and Eternal

[Rayne]

I have a really, really bad headache.

[know_buddy_kares]

too much emotions too strongly about almost everything...

I feel I wouldn't be anywhere near as strong as I am now without Alexa by my side through it all...

I feel she's honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me.

[phee]

That I hope the kids can simmer down, so my wife can rest and get her headache not so ache like

[Rayne]

too much emotions too strongly about almost everything...

I feel I wouldn't be anywhere near as strong as I am now without Alexa by my side through it all...

I feel she's honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me.

I feel KBK's girl has a very pretty name.

That I hope the kids can simmer down, so my wife can rest and get her headache not so ache like

And thank you, but I don't think it's going to happen.

Chocolate, Chihuahua's and painkillers it is!

[phee]

I feel KBK's girl has a very pretty name.

And thank you, but I don't think it's going to happen.

Chocolate, Chihuahua's and painkillers it is!

I feel unsure if our blender can take that.

[Rayne]

Sad because my Monster is gone .... I'd be up all night, but the caffeine would kill the headache.

[know_buddy_kares]

Sad because my Monster is gone .... I'd be up all night, but the caffeine would kill the headache.

feels like telling Rayne a little remedy that could help her a great deal..

Twinnings English Tea with sugar, half and half, and honey...

a nice piping hot cuppa tea... does wonders.

[Rayne]

feels like telling Rayne a little remedy that could help her a great deal..

Twinnings English Tea with sugar, half and half, and honey...

a nice piping hot cuppa tea... does wonders.

I feel like I hate tea, but with the kids next to us outside screaming as they play again (a common occurance until about 10 pm here) -- I'd be willing to try it.

[know_buddy_kares]

I feel like I hate tea, but with the kids next to us outside screaming as they play again (a common occurance until about 10 pm here) -- I'd be willing to try it.

i feel rayne may not have had a proper british tea...

i feel i used to hate tea too until i had it made the right way.. the brit way.

[phee]

I feel like I hate tea, but with the kids next to us outside screaming as they play again (a common occurance until about 10 pm here) -- I'd be willing to try it.

I feel sad that the monster drink is gone and I feel like bringing her more.

[Rayne]

i feel rayne may not have had a proper british tea...

i feel i used to hate tea too until i had it made the right way.. the brit way.

You are correct. I watched HW make it when he was here (which was different than I had ever seen), but he had to suffice with our American standards.

[phee]

Like I suck and have been at work since 7:30am and my memory is sucking

[creatureofthenyte]

I feel clean

[Rayne]

Like I suck and have been at work since 7:30am and my memory is sucking

Like I just noticed "something" is spelled wrong in Phee's signature.

[phee]

Like I just noticed "something" is spelled wrong in Phee's signature.

EEK

[Msterbeau]

Like I just mowed the lawn on a hot muggy day.

[Homicidalheathen]

YeSsss! She brought up her math grade!!!! Yay! B+ average now whooot!

Now to re register ect ect.....more student loans...

I am happy and yet want to cry all at the same time.

Motherhood.

[Scales]

Dizzy, bored, loopy, dizzy.

[ManicQueen]

Alone, lonely...

Like I can't sleep. Like I would give anything to have a warm body laying next to me again. *sigh*

[phee]

Like I have little X's in my eyes...