What Are You Thinking?

[kat (1)]

Yep whatever you say...I don't even care anymore.... truth this time. You can only insult, disrespect, and bully a person so much. Laugh at me, go ahead..but if you only knew. Don't even bother with a smart ass comment back because I am done with anywhere I have to see your name...but I will never insult or disrespect you.

[creatureofthenyte]

I need coffee, now.

[creatureofthenyte]

Carrots are tasty.

[EagleRose]

Oh great... First Twilight now The Hunger Games. When does the hurting stop?

[kat (1)]

Agreed. Unless you have some other significant reason, I'd run.

Avoid him. Even if it's true, you will be nothing more than a crutch to use until he recovers (if ever) and finds someone else.

Oh I did for sure that same night, I just wanted to feel him out and see the discrepancies in his story...it's amazing that things people will tell you..some people have clearly never been kicked in the face by karma...but for that that dude will....so mote it be:)

Anyway, I just realized at 34 years old I don't need a guy in my life at all, but I miss having affection and a genuine person to be there sometimes to like IDK, maybe sometimes I need a hug or something..or like at night sometimes you miss having someone to like steal the cover's from or kick out of the bed lol (just kidding) no really, I do miss having a regular, stable, genuine person in my life who I can tolerate and who can tolerate my ass, and that is a task from hell to do...so I get it. But it would be nice to just have someone to come home to, bitch about work and how stupid society has become, and than have coffee with in the morning for the rest of our days so at least you don't end up regretting anything when your alone dying.

[TronRP]

I think I need to learn to not vent my frustrations so openly...I tend to make things worst than they need to be...

[EagleRose]

I just had a very terrifying experience. I was speaking with my family when I was struck by an overwhelming wave of nausea and dizziness that rendered me speechless. I managed to stumble to the sofa and sit down. I heard someone say she's gone upstairs. I managed to shout I had to sit down but nobody heard me. I was only in the next room! The last time I felt like this, I threw up and passed out. I couldn't believe that was about to happen again and no one would've realized it until it was too late. Fortunately, I recovered after a few minutes but still...

[EagleRose]

I think I need to learn to not vent my frustrations so openly...I tend to make things worst than they need to be...

Not true. What makes things worse is when you hold it in. That causes ulcers and other more serious stress related medical issues.

[TronRP]

Not true. What makes things worse is when you hold it in. That causes ulcers and other more serious stress related medical issues.

Yeah...kinda been there, done that...should have made a T-shirt

[EagleRose]

Happy Thanksgiving!

[TronRP]

I think the re-enactment portion of the All New Series "When Ghosts Attack" on Destination America needs help. Listening to the actual people recounting survival stories of their terrifying events takes on a sort of armature film festival vibe with overacting, artistic licensing and lame shock tactics...

...actually stating that is an insult to armature film makers everywhere...

[kat (1)]

What the hell am I awake for worrying about people...then I start researching things, and worry about people somemore.......http://www.conradbaars.com/edd.htm

[kat (1)]

http://homepages.rpi.edu/~verwyc/defmech.htm

[TronRP]

AWAKE AT LAST!!!!!

[creatureofthenyte]

Mmm coffee !

[kat (1)]

Sometimes people want to see you at your weakest moments, act like they are there because they give a damn, but than use that to kind of exploit you, or make you feel like they are superior to you. That is not cool. I regret so much...I wish I could take so much back, and just turn the clocks back...but when your weak, desperate, and have noone to turn to, you are blind. Damn, I am just going to start shutting the fuck up and not saying nothing to anyone about anything unless I truly know they are authentic. Things may have been different.

[TronRP]

Sometimes people want to see you at your weakest moments, act like they are there because they give a damn, but than use that to kind of exploit you, or make you feel like they are superior to you. That is not cool. I regret so much...I wish I could take so much back, and just turn the clocks back...but when your weak, desperate, and have noone to turn to, you are blind. Damn, I am just going to start shutting the fuck up and not saying nothing to anyone about anything unless I truly know they are authentic. Things may have been different.

I'm thinking you need to hang out with me and my craziness for a while so all the rest of this stuff will seem normal...heck, you might even try to gnaw off your own arm to get away from my ever evolving madness...

[kat (1)]

I'm thinking you need to hang out with me and my craziness for a while so all the rest of this stuff will seem normal...heck, you might even try to gnaw off your own arm to get away from my ever evolving madness...

I can take all the madness in the world of fantasy and play with my friends...it's the reality of the world that fucks me up...oh well. Anyway, I hope all is well with you and your love:) Miss you guys.

[TronRP]

I can take all the madness in the world of fantasy and play with my friends...it's the reality of the world that fucks me up...oh well. Anyway, I hope all is well with you and your love:) Miss you guys.

...even now, I still get stupid grin about that...

[TronRP]

WOW I'm trying to figure out what happened...I overslept so hard I just woke up...not good...now I'm really behind on this fax...

[kat (1)]

Why did I dream that just now.

[TronRP]

I'm thinking...Why can't I figure this out! I don't usually do social media thingys, but the one I thought I knew left me behind about 4 years ago...Why does EVERYTHING have to change all the time and by sooooo much...

[TronRP]

I think you truly have to commend a person for their honesty when they can look you straight in the face and state, "I'm not gonna lie, I'm a racists..." The cool part is having befriended this individual who no longer sees you as a race and getting first-hand insight on why they feel the way they do. Knowing that you represent several of the types of people/personalities they are racists against...priceless...

[EagleRose]

These people have lost their minds. It's cyberMonday and this is what I find.

[creatureofthenyte]

Time to go to sleep.