What are you feeling?

[Rayne]

Like I really need some natural oxytocin

You need to give birth?

[phee]

You need to give birth?

In humans, oxytocin is released during orgasm in both sexes. In the brain, oxytocin is involved in social recognition and bonding, and might be involved in the formation of trust between people.[1] Also, oxytocin has been known to affect the brain by regulating circadian homeostasis, such as a person's body temperature, activity level, and wakefulness

[freydis]

frustrated.

and a little dizzy.

[bean]

like I'm doing something productive with my day...yay clean house!

[the eternal]

grr

like I'm someone's mother. nag nag nag nag. Timmy, do your homework, stay off the internet!

Like I haven't told Bean how much I've let my ex's threats depress me.

Like just because I know in my head that I'm "in the right"

it doesn't make it any easier for me to reverse over ten years of being

told that I'm stupid and that none of my opinions matter. (Yeah I'm that old--wanna rumble?)

Like I feel tremendous guilt for putting Bean in the middle of this.

Like that's okay. I'm Jewish. Guilt is a second language for me.

TOP 20 posters for the day

the eternal 27-July 05 1,561 33 13.87%

phee 21-October 04 35,709 27 11.34%

jadnifer 13-June 06 2,620 24 10.08%

SuZQZ 28-June 07 1,755 13 5.46%

Like I've used DGN as an enabler.

Like the above stats are not a badge of pride.

They're a wakeup call that I need to stop trying to use DGN as an escape hatch.

Like if I don't bear down, I will lose my job.

Like I'm going back to work with plenty of caffeine.

I promise.

Like, I really just want a hug right now (sorry, I know that's pathetic)

[Rayne]

Like giving the Eternal a hug.

[bean]

like kicking someone in the chach and then shoving her in a box and shipping her to Singapore.

like giving the eternal an internets hug now and a real one tomorrow.

a little dizzy from bleach fumes..oh well, at least my bathroom is clean

[Jadis]

like i feel sorry for what the eternal is going through ... and what bean is going through while standing by her man. :( good luck you two.

i feel glad it's friday and looking forward to tonight and tomorrow night with friends!!

[Steven]

like kicking someone in the chach and then shoving her in a box and shipping her to Singapore.

like giving the eternal an internets hug now and a real one tomorrow.

a little dizzy from bleach fumes..oh well, at least my bathroom is clean

oh no..........not the chach.....

[bean]

oh no..........not the chach.....

oh yes....the chach...

I'm feeling frustrated that it's so freaking difficult to find my bra size. grrr. I can find 42 DDD, where the band will be too big, and I can find 40 DD, where my girls will be smushed, but I can't find 40 DDD. Internets shopping I go. In other news, I'm happy I bought a nice shirt that doesn't look too bad on me.

[bean]

like i feel sorry for what the eternal is going through ... and what bean is going through while standing by her man. :( good luck you two.

I feel thankful

[Rayne]

I was on I-94 today as THIS:

pulled into town.

Big mistake.

And it exited right in front me at the same exit I did.

I feel like I should have stayed home.

[freydis]

bloated.

[Destroit]

I feel like I'm excited for Necto next week....

I'm also excited that there will most likely be something better (i.e. party for DGN peeps and all my other crazy friends) to do at my house on New Years instead of go to same old CC club where they don't even let you know when the ball dropped.... All of that is still up in the air though, so it's definately not in stone.

[GOREgeouslyDecorated]

feeling anxious

[Brenda Starrr]

What am I feeling....what...am.....I....feeliiiiiiing....

Great, because I went to the gym.

Sad, because Jeff is deer hunting this weekend.

Like I want to poke some bitches in the eye: Hot Topic for fucking up my last paycheck, and Eternal's ex, just because I really NEED to poke some bitches in the eye and MI is WAY easier to deal with than trying to get to CA.

[pharoh]

lonely

[Burrich1]

Anxious and cash strapped.

[EAF (1)]

Needy...

[creatureofthenyte]

tired. very very very tired.

[damagedangel]

betrayed

[freydis]

very very broke.

[ManicQueen]

Like I can't win no matter what.

[Destroit]

Like something needs to change and knock me out of my norm for a minute...I think I needz a vacation. I haven't even left this state in *ponders*...geez, like 3 years or more I think. My life is getting better all the time, but my daily activity is just...stagnant.

[bean]

happy..I ran earlier today..not very far, but I ran. I'm so glad I quit smoking, but still, 13 or so years of smoking fucked up my lungs (and I'm still quite fat) so running long distances is a challenge...but I made it a few blocks before I felt like my lungs were going to explode.