Rayne Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Like I just pretended I was Phee and, of course, commanded the respect that has eluded me for years. Finally, it might get resolved!
Guest Megalicious Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Like I'm going to kick my fuzzy, ferret daughters ass!!!! She is just a bad a a toddler. She doesn't understand the word NO. Spoiled bitch =)
bean Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 so fucking depressed. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of crying.
CandyQuackenbush Posted February 26, 2008 Author Posted February 26, 2008 Getting ready for school. blah.
Steven Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 so fucking depressed. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of crying. like as strite and simplistic as it sounds, what you described is the perfect place to start making serious changes about what you allow into your inner circle. Its good to be sick of thinbs, very good. I feel hopeful for beany.
the eternal Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 like as strite and simplistic as it sounds, what you described is the perfect place to start making serious changes about what you allow into your inner circle. Its good to be sick of thinbs, very good. I feel hopeful for beany. I wish it was that easy. She's exasperated by my ex. I try to explain-- that woman's not going anywhere-- we need to make peace with it. Easy for ME to say. She's my ex, Bean just inherited her. And she insists on helping with documenting and helping with my court battles (not like I'm telling her not to) Because she knows in the end things will be easier for us to be together that way I feel like I wish I could make these problems go away right now, and just hold her. It'll all be okay at some point. I love her too much for it not to.
Rayne Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Like the plow just plowed my car in. Grrrr. *Addition* Why are they plowing when the snow is still coming down ... a lot ... and isn't stopping anytime soon? Oh, I'm going to have so much fun this afternoon getting stuck repeatedly in my little car.
Steven Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 I wish it was that easy. She's exasperated by my ex. I try to explain-- that woman's not going anywhere-- we need to make peace with it. Easy for ME to say. She's my ex, Bean just inherited her. And she insists on helping with documenting and helping with my court battles (not like I'm telling her not to) Because she knows in the end things will be easier for us to be together that way I feel like I wish I could make these problems go away right now, and just hold her. It'll all be okay at some point. I love her too much for it not to. Never said it was easy brutha, and I pretty much figured it was Ex Related. I run into this all the time in my marriage in crisis classes.....exes are HUGE creators of stress and anxiety and they do measurable damage to relationships that are seeking to move on.....I get it. I'm just hopefull that you guys find your way to the point of teflon coating. Your inner circle also consists of your own stress levels and response mechanisms, of which we all have...
phee Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Like the plow just plowed my car in. Grrrr. *Addition* Why are they plowing when the snow is still coming down ... a lot ... and isn't stopping anytime soon? Oh, I'm going to have so much fun this afternoon getting stuck repeatedly in my little car. I feel that with the taxes the Ypsi collects they should also shovel out our cars....
bean Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Never said it was easy brutha, and I pretty much figured it was Ex Related. I run into this all the time in my marriage in crisis classes.....exes are HUGE creators of stress and anxiety and they do measurable damage to relationships that are seeking to move on.....I get it. I'm just hopefull that you guys find your way to the point of teflon coating. Your inner circle also consists of your own stress levels and response mechanisms, of which we all have... I have problems with anxiety as it is..she just makes it worse. I'm either so angry I want to break things, or I go into several hours long hysterical crying spells (like last night), and then there are the nightmares about her. She's a loose cannon, and she makes everything worse. I know I shouldn't let her bother me so much, but she's a big looming force that I can't escape. It gets really overwhelming sometimes and some days I feel like I'm going to implode.
ManicQueen Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Relieved.. court is done and over with, for good!
GothicRavenGoddess (3) Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 A little nervous... my friend just informed me that he's joining the Army full time. I'm scared, to be honest... He feels he must do this... I think that he wants to finish what he started, and not being full time feels incomplete to him. I can't begin to know what he's feeling, but from what I understand, he's under alot of emotional stress, and just needs to get away... focus on him, and his career for a while... I will miss him (he'll be gone for 4 years), so I am a little sad.... I support his decision, because he feels he must do this. My heart is breaking a little, as I sit here, and type this. I won't be able to see him before he goes... (he's in NC, and is leaving in 2 weeks) I will be okay, though. And so will he.
CandyQuackenbush Posted February 26, 2008 Author Posted February 26, 2008 Like I am going to work soon. I am probably going to bring my homework with me so I can study for my final tomorrow.
know_buddy_kares Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Evily Amused.... That ass fuck of a staff seargant that's been trying to dig his nose up my shit 24/7 just got arrested by the military police today.... ...I'm still gonna bust him in the face with a shovel hard enough to make him talk like little nicky though.
jadnifer Posted February 26, 2008 Posted February 26, 2008 Feeling sad because I have friends that are hurting right now and I dont have the means to see them and give them a big hug.
ManicQueen Posted February 27, 2008 Posted February 27, 2008 Like I don't know when I'm going to learn my leason.. ice cream is bad!
Guest Megalicious Posted February 27, 2008 Posted February 27, 2008 Like I want some FUCKING DEL TACO !!!!!!!!
creatureofthenyte Posted February 27, 2008 Posted February 27, 2008 I feel that if I'm gonna use my laptop computer, while sitting on my bed, that I should just lay on my belly, while on my bed, cuz my legs start to hurt if I sit a certain way. I also feel relieved to be home from work, because some people I encountered at work today, made me feel very pissed off because I had to endure their monumental stupidity. I feel VERY hopeful for Bean & Eternal. I feel that, in some really fucked up way, that this whole dealing with Eternal's psycho ex, is a test of Bean & Eternal's resolve. I feel that if B & E stick together and stick to their guns, that they will weather the psycho storm, and things will be even stronger as a result.
CandyQuackenbush Posted February 27, 2008 Author Posted February 27, 2008 Like I've been to school and werk, and I am cold.
SuZQZ Posted February 27, 2008 Posted February 27, 2008 I'm feeling exhausted, worried, iritated, pissed and helpless. My mother fell down the basement stairs yesterday afternoon. She's in the hospital with a broken right foot, a left knee swollen to the size of a canteloupe and is sore everywhere. Fortunately, she did not damage the difibrulating pacemaker she had put in a few weeks ago and the leads are still in place. Her blood pressure is high, as is her heart rate, and they can't figure out what combination of meds to try to bring them down. All of this on top of the trigger fingers in her left hand and the carpal tunnel and ulnar nerve damage in the right. With her hands and arm being the way they are, she can't use crutches or a walking cane once they put a cast on her. And on top of all of this, she has been in the ER since 6 pm Tuesday night because the hospital is so full they have no rooms open to put her in. And there is nothing I can do to fix this or make it better in even some small way. AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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