What are you feeling?

[ManicQueen]

In lots of trouble.

[TygerLili]

I'm feeling like I can't seem to say what I mean.

[Rayne]

Like I should get in the shower, but I have no energy ... I decided I don't like going to the spine doctor.

[phee]

Like I should get in the shower, but I have no energy ... I decided I don't like going to the spine doctor.

Like my wife needs a vacation

[Guest Megalicious]

Like sometimes I wish I could just have a top ten list of ppl I could get away with killing ..... in the most gruesome,painful way possible.

I feel a bit psycho. I went all crazy and cut off all my hair, as per required once a year. ... ::sigh::....

[Jadis]

Like if someone puts one more thing on my desk, my head will likely explode!!!

[saechalyn]

crushed with a side of stupid

[pharoh]

tired of the drama

[odims_sphere]

awake, and I don't wanna be. but again I can't sleep

[phee]

Like I just got to work and this Mocha is lovely and... and.... um.... like I really want some free time with my wife

[CixWicked]

Like I've once again spread myself -wayyy- too thin. Like the world is full of people demanding some of me, and never really have time for me.

FOR EXAMPLE: I go to Karaoke bars to sing, cause I love to sing. Thinking about it now thoe, I really haven't put in a song because I wanted to sing it in a very long time. Don't get me wrong, I love that people love to hear me sing, and I love that people pay attention to me enough to know what they want to hear me sing... I just want to sing some 'Candlebox' or some '3 Doors Down' for once, but never get that far what with everyone else telling me what they want to hear.

ANOTHER EXAMPLE: Several friends (Ladies and males, both plutonic and not quite so plutonic) are asking me to come out and visit, but I only have so many hours in a week, and none of them live even =-REMOTELY-= near eachother. Daily I have to decide if I'm gonna be in Whittaker, Adrian, Redford, Rochester Hills, Wayne, Ypsilanti, Romulous or Ann Arbor. IF I choose one, someone else feels neglected, or blown off. How do I win?

Now a dayz, I see my kids once a week, I see my friends aobut once a month, I never sing what I wan to sing. I've been waitng to get back into the studio to finish the last 2 songs of the Album, but that's not seeming to work itself out. I've been busting ass on the new band website (http://www.misconceivedmetal.com), trying to get together a good GD Portfolio, so that -MAYBE- someone will hire me before I go to jail for Child support. Life is grand.

I know I know... 'This is a diva-boo-hoo-rant'. I'm gonna stop being a whiney little bitch now, and buck up.

Yeah... I'm gonna be a rock star.

Cix...

[Sybil]

i am happy.

i use an optical computer mouse.

and the red light on my old mouse burnt out last night.

and i woke up this morning and my boyfriend handed me a new mouse.

now i can play online again.

i feel happy.

[Sybil]

Like I've once again spread myself -wayyy- too thin. Like the world is full of people demanding some of me, and never really have time for me.

FOR EXAMPLE: I go to Karaoke bars to sing, cause I love to sing. Thinking about it now thoe, I really haven't put in a song because I wanted to sing it in a very long time. Don't get me wrong, I love that people love to hear me sing, and I love that people pay attention to me enough to know what they want to hear me sing... I just want to sing some 'Candlebox' or some '3 Doors Down' for once, but never get that far what with everyone else telling me what they want to hear.

ANOTHER EXAMPLE: Several friends (Ladies and males, both plutonic and not quite so plutonic) are asking me to come out and visit, but I only have so many hours in a week, and none of them live even =-REMOTELY-= near eachother. Daily I have to decide if I'm gonna be in Whittaker, Adrian, Redford, Rochester Hills, Wayne, Ypsilanti, Romulous or Ann Arbor. IF I choose one, someone else feels neglected, or blown off. How do I win?

Now a dayz, I see my kids once a week, I see my friends aobut once a month, I never sing what I wan to sing. I've been waitng to get back into the studio to finish the last 2 songs of the Album, but that's not seeming to work itself out. I've been busting ass on the new band website (http://www.misconceivedmetal.com), trying to get together a good GD Portfolio, so that -MAYBE- someone will hire me before I go to jail for Child support. Life is grand.

I know I know... 'This is a diva-boo-hoo-rant'. I'm gonna stop being a whiney little bitch now, and buck up.

Yeah... I'm gonna be a rock star.

Cix...

this sounds familiar..

(hi cixwicked, my name is sybil.. we havent met yet..

hi!!)

yes, so this sounds familiar..

you need some "You" time..

something YOU enjoy..

something YOU need.

you dont have to answer this question-

but how do you want to spend your weekend?

turn off the cell-ie for a few hours and "take it back".

do something good for yourself.

Ya gotta do your own thing sometimes and enjoy your life so that all the other things that make you happy and thankful dont turn into chores and work and stress cuz then you end up complaining about what used to make you thankful and happy.

)

Ya know what I mean??

just extending a friendly hello and preaching to you and myself at the same time..

[CixWicked]

this sounds familiar..

(hi cixwicked, my name is sybil.. we havent met yet..

hi!!)

yes, so this sounds familiar..

you need some "You" time..

something YOU enjoy..

something YOU need.

you dont have to answer this question-

but how do you want to spend your weekend?

turn off the cell-ie for a few hours and "take it back".

do something good for yourself.

Ya gotta do your own thing sometimes and enjoy your life so that all the other things that make you happy and thankful dont turn into chores and work and stress cuz then you end up complaining about what used to make you thankful and happy.

)

Ya know what I mean??

just extending a friendly hello and preaching to you and myself at the same time..

What an awesome dose of prech-vice. I love it.

Actually Phee and I are gonna play a game, or catch a movie or something. Should be fun.

What I -REALLY- wanted to do was write music, but that's not gonna happen anytime soon. (Stupid drywall dust).

Anyways Good to finally meet you Sybil, and thanks for that awesome advice. Next week that's going down, PERIOD. No questions. I will Carpe occulus, (Which I think means Fish Eyes in Latin, but I'm not Latin American, so I don't speak Spanish) next weekend... See you at the show.

CixWicked

[phee]

Slightly on edge....

[Sybil]

**bows, then cheers**

Yay, good for you!!!

fun guy time ... exactly what i was saying!!!

Well, hey, you guys have a great time..

and its nice to meet you!

)

[phee]

**bows, then cheers**

Yay, good for you!!!

fun guy time ... exactly what i was saying!!!

Well, hey, you guys have a great time..

and its nice to meet you!

)

Nice to meet you too.... wow I didn't know I made such an impression!

[Homicidalheathen]

Sad.

[phee]

Super thirsty

[know_buddy_kares]

Anxious, excited, busy, overwhelmed. I've only so much time to get all the loose ends tied before I leave to (hopefully) Germany... I need to find out what to do with most my shit (probably going to sell some here to highest bidders) and my car... what the fuck do i do with this thing now?!?! God... and through it all.. I just been a total recluse lately due to it all. Gah... Eh.. yeah, to be honest, I don't know how I feel... I feel like ripping someone's head off, but hugging them at the same time... fuckin hate this feeling.

[DeadBurgerKing (10)]

Weeeeeeeeee!! Prescribed pain killers. Let's put it that way...

[Jadis]

Nervous.

Confused.

Ready.

[JaneDead]

a little like i used to back when i used to feel this way when i was who i was but am not anymore. i really don't like it. not at all.

[ManicQueen]

Depressed.. anxious.

[Homicidalheathen]

Wiped out totally but relieved. Everything in my life is going good....no worries.