DGN Coffee house...

[Brenda Starrr]

I need some inspiration. Asthma attacks can be so uninspiring.

[Paper Hearts]

An ode to nothing?

[Brenda Starrr]

I can't do it. I find that when I write, I'm either turned on or pissed off.

[Paper Hearts]

lucky.

[Brenda Starrr]

How is it lucky? If I'm writing because I'm turned on, it's because I'm fantasizing about someone I can't have. If I'm pissed off, my poetry sounds more like angry whining.

[Paper Hearts]

it's lucky, i thought, becuase you can create without having to get miserable. I don't think I have a choice in being an artist, it's something that I must do-I can't create in unless I'm miserable.

[Brenda Starrr]

I've created when I was miserable. I'm rarely miserable, though.

[Paper Hearts]

In a way though I'd probably feel more worthless not being miserable because then I wouldn't be able to create.

[Brenda Starrr]

Is this your way of telling me that I'm not allowed to make you smile?

[Paper Hearts]

No. Smiling actually feels good. you make me smile a lot. What I mean is that If i'm in a prolonged state of joy that I feel bad about it. Guilty and ridiculous. Happiness means I haven't been thinking enough and being unthinking is being uncaring.

[Brenda Starrr]

Bullshit.

[Brenda Starrr]

There is nothing wrong with thinking good things, right? If I can make you think of something good, I'm happy.

[Paper Hearts]

I don't see 'good', for the most part. You're an exception.

[Brenda Starrr]

Glad to know that I'm exceptional. *kiss*

[Paper Hearts]

**feels wonderfull, now**

[Brenda Starrr]

You're so sweet. You really are. Now, when are you booking your trip, dammit???

[Paper Hearts]

Okay. since I don't have to coordinate with Stu, I'll look at the calander, today.

[Brenda Starrr]

Okay.

I'm running out to pick up my daughter. She keeps getting harassed by these 4 girls in her program, and I think she's had enough. See you in a bit.

[Paper Hearts]

cool.

[Brenda Starrr]

I have to leave again in 45 minutes to take her to the doctor's. It just never ends.

[JaneDead]

gaaaa do i have tell you guys to use my room again? but i won't be putting any sheets on the bed for you this time either.

[Guest Game of Chance]

My leg just fell asleep

[Brenda Starrr]

What did we do????

[Guest Game of Chance]

and there are a lot of cute girls in Memphis...in case anyone was wondering

[JaneDead]

My leg just fell asleep

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are brenda and paul laying on it? just kick them a little, they will move.